DrSync

DrSync

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What is the ugliest truth you have come to realise for me it was when I realised the true nature of human beings, just very territorial, sexual and manipulative in nature. I also noticed how everything in nature acts like mold growing on top of one another and draining their life energy like parasites.

I have accepted this truth and therefore I don't want to exist anymore. I am sick and tired of having to analyse peoples bevahiour and keep them in check, honestly humans are so evil they might humilate, rape or betray you in the worst possible ways just because you have allowed one thing.
 

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randomz

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For me it was the fact that most people are forced by society rules and partly their own mistakes to everyday do stuff (work) they hate just to survive.
 
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Otter

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That life is not fair, it truly is like a game of Poker... some people just get shitty cards and the ones that get good cards don't even realize it!
 
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DrSync

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For me it was the fact that most people are forced by society rules and partly their own mistakes to everyday do stuff (work) they hate just to survive.

Masters and slaves, that's humanity for you.
 
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SimplyTopHat

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Mar 20, 2019
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The ones you love hurt you the most. They know what to press to make you crumble.

EDIT: Grammar
 
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TheSuicidalEccentric

The universe is wonderful.
Feb 23, 2020
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My mistake was not thinking before acting.
 
Mr2005

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Don't shoot the messenger, give me the gun
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What is the ugliest truth you have come to realise for me it was when I realised the true nature of human beings, just very territorial, sexual and manipulative in nature. I also noticed how everything in nature acts like mold growing on top of one another and draining their life energy like parasites.

I have accepted this truth and therefore I don't want to exist anymore. I am sick and tired of having to analyse peoples bevahiour and keep them in check, honestly humans are so evil they might humilate, rape or betray you in the worst possible ways just because you have allowed one thing.
I take it someone did?
 
Chronicillness

Chronicillness

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Jun 19, 2018
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My ugly truth is that humans are bound to live for tens of thousands, if not hundreds of thousands of years, and that those living thousands of years from now will likely live in a more euphoric paradise. I missed that boat. No paradise for me. Just inexplicable suffering and confusion now.
 
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NotMeant2B

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Well, yeah, when I came to the same realization as you, I became very mistrustful. Although it gave me depression and made me apathetic towards life, it wasn't enough to make me actively suicidal.

I only needed a little world in which I could have a life, with a person I could somewhat trust and some interests that kept me distracted from the crudeness of the outside world. But now I realize that life is even more merciless than I initially thought. If you happen to be weak, even if for a slim moment, life will run over you, crush your every hope and mock you until all that's left of you is just a broken hollow shell.

It's not only that reality is indifferent to your existence, it actually tries to crush you if it has the opportunity. And it never comes alone, it's always a series of misfortunes. Holy fuck, who wants to be in a life of constant struggling? "For those little happy moments"? Survival bullshit our genes hardwired into our brains.
 
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Feb 14, 2020
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Life is rough: Not everyone is kind and most people are selfish and only give a damn about themselves.
 
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Fredman

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I came to the same realization as you. The evil nature of man is indeed the ugliest truth. Life would be bad enough itself with all its natural suffering, pain, accidents, sickness, etc. But all that would be much easier to endure if people were kind to each other. The fact that people are instead resentful and selfish makes everything much worse.
 
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Majin K.

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too weak for this world
Jan 9, 2020
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That we waste the majority of our time with things that bring us no joy and that life therefore isn't worth it from a rational standpoint.
 
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Surgeon

Surgeon

anam cara
Mar 2, 2020
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The realization that to be successful by societal means, you need to be manipulative, rape and pillage.
That i am no different. Just a monkey fighting to survive but self aware enough to know it's not a game i want to play anymore.
I don't want to use or hurt anybody or prolong the inevitable.
The system is broken, globally.
 
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Mizzmini45

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Dec 1, 2019
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What is the ugliest truth you have come to realise for me it was when I realised the true nature of human beings, just very territorial, sexual and manipulative in nature. I also noticed how everything in nature acts like mold growing on top of one another and draining their life energy like parasites.

I have accepted this truth and therefore I don't want to exist anymore. I am sick and tired of having to analyse peoples bevahiour and keep them in check, honestly humans are so evil they might humilate, rape or betray you in the worst possible ways just because you have allowed one thing.
I agree but please remember it's people out there that are truly loving . Maybe it's rare but it exists. I'm tired of people to to be honest. I'm tired of everything. It's time for me to be gone. They can kill each other if all I care
 
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Kikoo Loool

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Feb 25, 2019
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So true, @DrSync , same for me
 
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AcornUnderground

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Feb 28, 2020
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My ugly truth is that humans are bound to live for tens of thousands, if not hundreds of thousands of years, and that those living thousands of years from now will likely live in a more euphoric paradise. I missed that boat. No paradise for me. Just inexplicable suffering and confusion now.
Chronic illness is a horrible, painful life stealer.
 
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s1mplem3

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Mar 4, 2020
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I'm sorry for being a human, I wish I was someone else, not that evil.
 
one4all

one4all

I'll put pennies on your eyes and it will go away.
Feb 3, 2020
3,455
Well fuck. My ugliest truth is i am who i was, who i am and i am who i will be.

Doesn't look pretty
 
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