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- Feb 24, 2019
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SSRIs had an atagonistic effect with nicotine and I stopped vaping. Also helps when I realized I was doing it to pass out and I would get the same effect with a fistfull of melatonin.It's just overloaded. They try but mental health is such an unknown for medics. Go to your GP, they offer SSRIs within seconds (no discussion of background, side effects etc) and online CBT.
How many on here felt anti-depressants helped? My experiences (and people I've known on SSRIs too) have been negative. More damage than before.
AmenADS were brilliant after my first attempt, sadly, funding withdrawn. Crisis team, well meaning but pretty useless otherwise. Ward time, forget it, never going back. CMHT, not much use, case worker was helpful, saw a different head doc every time I went. Ongoing support, not very good at all. Got so tired of repeating myself, I started to tell them I was doing better so that they would discharge me. In all honesty, this place has been more beneficial that the rest put together.
Overall, not the best of experiences. There are many faults within a system that is under funded and under staffed and its getting worse from what I read.
Can I be nosy and ask what AD helped you @SinisterKid. I was on Seroxat from 1998-2001 and it made me fat, sweaty and apathetic with no sex drive. But might have gotten me out of the hole I was in, hard to say. I've not touched SSRIs since, but was prescribed Lexapro by my GP last month (haven't taken it)ADS were brilliant after my first attempt, sadly, funding withdrawn. Crisis team, well meaning but pretty useless otherwise. Ward time, forget it, never going back. CMHT, not much use, case worker was helpful, saw a different head doc every time I went. Ongoing support, not very good at all. Got so tired of repeating myself, I started to tell them I was doing better so that they would discharge me. In all honesty, this place has been more beneficial that the rest put together.
Overall, not the best of experiences. There are many faults within a system that is under funded and under staffed and its getting worse from what I read.
Ah, no worries, glad the day services worked for a time.ADS was a day service for all kinds of people with mental health issues, sorry if you thought I meant anti depressants. I do take Sertraline, Metazapine and propranolol, but cant say how effective they are. The placebo effect cannot be discounted.
I've never ever believed in them and think they're a load of shit. Thought it's my situation making me depressed so what fucking good will they do. Tried loads. Now I've been put on Venlafaxine and I swear to god it really is making a big difference. I've been genuinely happy recently.Would anyone on here recommend I give SSRIs (or similar) a go before CTB? I've avoided them as rough life circumstances won't be changing for me but if there are people on here who've had lightbulb moments from them with recovery then I'm all ears.
Cheers @Amz_Falls that sounds encouraging. Any big side effects or a rocky few weeks when you started?I've never ever believed in them and think they're a load of shit. Thought it's my situation making me depressed so what fucking good will they do. Tried loads. Now I've been put on Venlafaxine and I swear to god it really is making a big difference. I've been genuinely happy recently.
Weird thing is, I tried them a couple of years ago and was really poorly immediately from the. Throwing up etc. So stopped them. Restarted them in a last desperate attempt in September because nothing else had worked and I honestly swear they work. No idea why I didn't have any side effects this time but so glad I tried them again. I've heard the withdrawals are horrific but tbh I don't care because they are helping me and if I ever NEED to stop them it will be worth it. Let me know if have any more questions :-) I'm on 175mg XR. I went up to 225mg but felt my mood go down a bit so I'm back on 175 :-)Cheers @Amz_Falls that sounds encouraging. Any big side effects or a rocky few weeks when you started?
Prozac worked wonders for me the first time. It made everything easy. But it wore off over around eight month's. Tried a higher dose and it disassociated me.Would anyone on here recommend I give SSRIs (or similar) a go before CTB? I've avoided them as rough life circumstances won't be changing for me but if there are people on here who've had lightbulb moments from them with recovery then I'm all ears.
feck it..... Discharged from hospital at 1am, No Money, no phone, no offer of anything, in my PJs, covered in blood, I walked 9/10 miles until a lady stopped and refused to go further until she gave me a life,
HTT, saw me in middle of a major panic attack, saw blood pouring from my arms, said they would come see me another day, another day, agiitated and struggling, couldn't speak... nurse discharged me, informed me I was engaging and better then last time
3 day's later I over dosed, taken to hospital, they didn't care, discharged me
2 weeks later I landed on a bridge, taken back to a hospital, discharged, despite panic attack after panic attack, police threatening to arrest me if I didn't stop lashing out at myself... it was a fucking panic attack
Sent home hours later
fast forward 8/10 weeks NO help NO support, nothing, professionals from other organisations pushing the mental health services yet nothing.
Finally a letter informing as I had missed an appointment I was being discharged fully, with no further help... fuck that, what appointment!!!
14th oct I attempted again, 8 hours in police got me off the bridge, I sit here today, seen twice by someone, told today my next appointment end of November as it's not deemed urgent or important, despite being in tears on the phone, admitting I was struggling, End of November, but itmay change depending on how busy they are and if a urgent referral comes in, I have to wait,
its a waiting game, I told her I am feeling suicidal, she didn't listen, I hung up on her mid talk whilst the tears flowed,
Mental Health Services in Cornwall fucking suck.....
Holy fuck that's horrifying, you've got my utmost respect and sympathy.feck it..... Discharged from hospital at 1am, No Money, no phone, no offer of anything, in my PJs, covered in blood, I walked 9/10 miles until a lady stopped and refused to go further until she gave me a life,
HTT, saw me in middle of a major panic attack, saw blood pouring from my arms, said they would come see me another day, another day, agiitated and struggling, couldn't speak... nurse discharged me, informed me I was engaging and better then last time
3 day's later I over dosed, taken to hospital, they didn't care, discharged me
2 weeks later I landed on a bridge, taken back to a hospital, discharged, despite panic attack after panic attack, police threatening to arrest me if I didn't stop lashing out at myself... it was a fucking panic attack
Sent home hours later
fast forward 8/10 weeks NO help NO support, nothing, professionals from other organisations pushing the mental health services yet nothing.
Finally a letter informing as I had missed an appointment I was being discharged fully, with no further help... fuck that, what appointment!!!
14th oct I attempted again, 8 hours in police got me off the bridge, I sit here today, seen twice by someone, told today my next appointment end of November as it's not deemed urgent or important, despite being in tears on the phone, admitting I was struggling, End of November, but itmay change depending on how busy they are and if a urgent referral comes in, I have to wait,
its a waiting game, I told her I am feeling suicidal, she didn't listen, I hung up on her mid talk whilst the tears flowed,
Mental Health Services in Cornwall fucking suck.....
PS this is a long story cut short, do I add in the missing persons report moment, do I add in the self harm moments they wittnessed and ignored? and so on? seriously it fucking sucks
I've been dealing with mental health services since I was about 15 (albeit it was only my GP for the first few years). I've managed to get by with just my GP for a while until the last few years when my depressive episodes have come thick and fast and been much worse.
Being in healthcare (nurse) I can fully appreciate that the funding is terrible, the budget cuts over even just the last 5 years have meant that mental health has taken a massive back seat and it's such a shame. I used to work in A&E and saw first hand people waiting 20+ hours to even be assessed by a psych team so can understand that they're underfunded, understaffed and overstretched.
However, then being on the other side of it and trying to remember that when then needing them myself, it's been tough. It took my first attempt to CTB to be referred to the crisis team, who in their favour, were actually really quite good with me for the first few weeks. However, it's become more and more disappointing the longer I've spent under them (treatment resistant, yay me!) and it's almost like they get sick of you; which takes away any of the sympathy for them being over worked etc.
It's a very tough line and I think sometimes depending on your situation, it's hard to see the positives of mental health services if you feel you aren't being properly treated or aren't moving forward.
To @CaptainT, in regards to the SSRI's, as people have briefly touched on, unfortunately they basically are a placebo. GP's can do very little in the way of medication because of procedure so they have to first line you SSRI's and CBT as a baseline for treatment. Having seen that you've been prescribed Escitalopram (also what I've been prescribed), it's just an SSRI dressed up without the side effects of the other SSRI's.
I've seen your post regarding re-attempting CO method at the end of this week, but if you decided to rethink it for whatever reason, I'd recommend going straight in with asking for either Venlafaxine or Mirtazapine which are pretty gold standard, high percentage of improving your situation. Unfortunately come with many side effects as most drugs (weight gain, etc) but worth looking into if you can tolerate them. Ask for a mood stabiliser alongside (something like Lamotrogine; carries the least side effects of the chosen MS's but a slow process, unfortunately). I wouldn't recommend going back to SSRI's though. I recall discussing some research about them with my nurse prescriber from the Crisis team and it basically said once you've tried 2+ SSRI's your body is less likely to respond because they're so ineffective.
Try maybe 3 or 4 meds before ctb, at least. The next life could be worse! Try for happiness in this one. I am on my 3rd or 5th med try, depending on how you count it...Would anyone on here recommend I give SSRIs (or similar) a go before CTB? I've avoided them as rough life circumstances won't be changing for me but if there are people on here who've had lightbulb moments from them with recovery then I'm all ears.
(I know it's killed off any hope i ever had of a 'future' relationship!!)