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VIBRITANNIA
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- Aug 10, 2020
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my mom almost found out that i've been hitting myself. i was asking her about something, and she took notice of the bruises on my arms (which had become more apparent because i hit them again). i managed to save myself by saying i fell down the stairs last week, but she didn't buy it completely. i thought i was being careful, but this just shows you can never be careful enough.
i know hurting myself isn't a healthy coping mechanism, but it's the one that works best for me. i know there are less harmful ways of self harming, like snapping a rubber band against your wrist or holding an ice cube, but i don't think those would be painful enough for me.
is there anything i could do in place of self harm? or another method of self harming that's easier to hide? thanks in advance.
i know hurting myself isn't a healthy coping mechanism, but it's the one that works best for me. i know there are less harmful ways of self harming, like snapping a rubber band against your wrist or holding an ice cube, but i don't think those would be painful enough for me.
is there anything i could do in place of self harm? or another method of self harming that's easier to hide? thanks in advance.