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Perpetually99
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- Feb 2, 2021
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How do you believe in God when you have become completely disillusioned by it? Every time I try to reach out to a higher intelligence for help, I feel like the biggest fraud to myeslf.
I have been riddled with debilitating health problems all of my adult life. I have learned that free will is all but an illusion. How can there be a God if free willl doesn't exist? We are all puppets. Every thought and action is based on our genetics, environment, and experiences.
I find myself longing for a higher power to seek out. I need to surrender to something greater. To feel like everything will be okay. But am reminded of that cold hard truth that everything is ultimately random and we are determined individuals.
I have been riddled with debilitating health problems all of my adult life. I have learned that free will is all but an illusion. How can there be a God if free willl doesn't exist? We are all puppets. Every thought and action is based on our genetics, environment, and experiences.
I find myself longing for a higher power to seek out. I need to surrender to something greater. To feel like everything will be okay. But am reminded of that cold hard truth that everything is ultimately random and we are determined individuals.