Venting Trying to plan

[hopeless08]

Sometimes I just get an impulsive feeling, get desperate and tell myself I have to go now but then I realize there's no method.
I have tons of pills but I know that it's a method that almost never succeeds, which is frustrating. I have to have a plan in place . I want to do the charcoal burning but like I said I don't know how to go about that. When I know that there's a sure way, a sure plan I feel like I will be at ease once I know that I can do it at anytime I choose.

 

[FuneralCry]

It certainly would be such a relief to me if the option to peacefully cease existing in a guaranteed way was there at all times, I hate how it's so unnecessarily difficult to die. But anyway best wishes