Trying to ctb today. Being thwarted.

[xxpinkmoonglitterxx]

I planned on ctb today. I have my supplies but I can't find anywhere to actually do the act. I've googled places near me but when I get there all the "forests" are really just public parks with no way to seclude yourself. I just need privacy. That's all. Why is this the hardest part of it?

 

[avaruus]

I have a similar problem with hanging, all my nearby forests are pine forests, so the branches are super high so i can't reach them.
The best places would indeed be public parks with oaks or something.

 

[Blue Elephant]

I'm going to do it in the country side, at my grandma's, when she's not there anymore. I would do it sooner but I'm too scared that some idiot will find me and take me down and then I'll have to live with brain damage and my poor mum will have to take care of me in the state.. Meh! This has to be very well planned. It's not like with using a gun.

 

[FuneralCry]

It really is so horrible how we cannot just easily leave this world in peace, it's cruel to me how it has to be so difficult to die. But anyway I hope that you eventually find the freedom you search for, best wishes.

 

[Agon321]

Have you tried partial hanging? I don't know much about this method, but maybe it's appropriate in your case?

 

[xxpinkmoonglitterxx]

Everything got completely fucked. The cops were out looking for me and I had no choice but to go home. I'm going to attempt again asap but unfortunately idk when that will be

 

[luminouss]

I have a similar problem with hanging, all my nearby forests are pine forests, so the branches are super high so i can't reach them.
The best places would indeed be public parks with oaks or something.

You can definitely look into something like partial hanging. Safe travels fren!

Everything got completely fucked. The cops were out looking for me and I had no choice but to go home. I'm going to attempt again asap but unfortunately idk when that will be

Pro-lifers need to mind their own business and let people choose what they want to do. I hope you can find peace from this ugly existence soon. Safe travels.