Trying Night-Night later today.

[puffinmowmow]

Hey there!

I have decided to ctb via the night-night method later today. I have fiddled around all day yesterday, and found the two spots on my neck that make me feel drowzy and scary pleasant.
I have informed myself about it, and I should hardly be able to describe whats going on when doing it while Im doing it so I guess this is just a post for discussion. So if you wanna talk, feel free to leave a reply.

This will be on top of this thread and there is a chance that people I know and intracted with will find it. So to those who recognize me, good bye, I will be in a better place. Y'all have no idea what it feels like suffering from something that nobody can see or notice.
There are automatisms that make me an overall happy, bubbly and jumpy, nice person (at least from what people have told me about myself). Yet I can not go on living for others. Entertaining everyone and crying every night, cutting every morning, drinking every weekend.
So I decided to end things peacefully before things get hideous. I loved y'all, I wanna thank everyone for being there for me, laughing with me, loving me, helping me when I asked for it, and were strong when I was not. I am sorry for all the hurt feelings that I cause with this. But be sure, I will be in a much better place. Maybe join dad or so. Still gotta get even with him.

Also thank you to the furry fandom, I loved being around. I loved making art for y'all weirdos. <3

With this being said, I'll be staying for a few hours, may shower again later and then leave. feel free to add your stuff here.

 

[FuneralCry]

I wish you the best of luck with your plans, I hope that you find the freedom you wish for.

 

[puffinmowmow]

I wish you the best of luck with your plans, I hope that you find the freedom you wish for.

had stuff to sort out still. filling socks with rice now. But I am scared.

 

[Rorochan_200★]

it does seem pretty scary
for whatever you end up doing, I hope things go well

had stuff to sort out still. filling socks with rice now. But I am scared.

 

[Praestat_Mori]

I wish you all the best with your plan. May you find peace! Safe travels and good luck!

 

[puffinmowmow]

I tried it 2 times now. feels good.

 

[MyChoiceAlone]

safe travels. i'll give you an unwanted hug (stranger). i wish you well whatever may be.

 

[Some place nice]

I hope you find the peace that you deserve. Good bye

 

[aitouka]

Good luck with your journey, sending love.

 

[singularity3]

You must have so Lucky. I tried that with a rachet so many times and I just felt a head pressure sensation.

 

[puffinmowmow]

hey, muffin again.
some of you may be disappointed but I woke up again. The rice socks must have moved, I remember I wrapped the tape then I had a weird stinging feeling in my stomach as my vision got blurry, then I panicked and I must have loosened something.

I woke up 2hrs later I believe. I had a white noise on my right ear today but to my surprise I didnt even pop a vessel in my eye, which is what happened when I tried pressing stuff yknow trying out.

I don't know. I should not be here at this time. it feels odd. Havent grasped it completely. I might visit my doc, I dont wanna have a stroke or so cuz I have been unconscious/sleeping/whatever for a while.

I also don't know if I wanna try this method again or just go for sn. I'll wait til I get my hands on some maybe. Or I'll try again and make the sachets smaller. maybe the size of them made my close my windpipe.
the stomach pain was the weirdest ever. like an inverted orgasm. lmao

 

[NoHorizon]

Hope you're feeling OK and don't have any lasting effects.

 

[puffinmowmow]

Hope you're feeling OK and don't have any lasting effects.

So far I'm fine except the white noise.I will update everyone tho. Just whoever thought about going for this method, you gotta have practice. I didnt wanna believe it at first but you gotta have a lot of practice. gnh

 

[gbi2]

This is what I'm aiming for but I can't get it right.

 

[venin.n]

Hey there!

I have decided to ctb via the night-night method later today. I have fiddled around all day yesterday, and found the two spots on my neck that make me feel drowzy and scary pleasant.
I have informed myself about it, and I should hardly be able to describe whats going on when doing it while Im doing it so I guess this is just a post for discussion. So if you wanna talk, feel free to leave a reply.

This will be on top of this thread and there is a chance that people I know and intracted with will find it. So to those who recognize me, good bye, I will be in a better place. Y'all have no idea what it feels like suffering from something that nobody can see or notice.
There are automatisms that make me an overall happy, bubbly and jumpy, nice person (at least from what people have told me about myself). Yet I can not go on living for others. Entertaining everyone and crying every night, cutting every morning, drinking every weekend.
So I decided to end things peacefully before things get hideous. I loved y'all, I wanna thank everyone for being there for me, laughing with me, loving me, helping me when I asked for it, and were strong when I was not. I am sorry for all the hurt feelings that I cause with this. But be sure, I will be in a much better place. Maybe join dad or so. Still gotta get even with him.

Also thank you to the furry fandom, I loved being around. I loved making art for y'all weirdos. <3

With this being said, I'll be staying for a few hours, may shower again later and then leave. feel free to add your stuff here.

You seem to be a nice person. Sad to see you go but happy you're setting yourself free

Farewell bro/sis

 

[MourningDove]

Hey there!

I have decided to ctb via the night-night method later today. I have fiddled around all day yesterday, and found the two spots on my neck that make me feel drowzy and scary pleasant.
I have informed myself about it, and I should hardly be able to describe whats going on when doing it while Im doing it so I guess this is just a post for discussion. So if you wanna talk, feel free to leave a reply.

This will be on top of this thread and there is a chance that people I know and intracted with will find it. So to those who recognize me, good bye, I will be in a better place. Y'all have no idea what it feels like suffering from something that nobody can see or notice.
There are automatisms that make me an overall happy, bubbly and jumpy, nice person (at least from what people have told me about myself). Yet I can not go on living for others. Entertaining everyone and crying every night, cutting every morning, drinking every weekend.
So I decided to end things peacefully before things get hideous. I loved y'all, I wanna thank everyone for being there for me, laughing with me, loving me, helping me when I asked for it, and were strong when I was not. I am sorry for all the hurt feelings that I cause with this. But be sure, I will be in a much better place. Maybe join dad or so. Still gotta get even with him.

Also thank you to the furry fandom, I loved being around. I loved making art for y'all weirdos. <3

With this being said, I'll be staying for a few hours, may shower again later and then leave. feel free to add your stuff here.

I can only wish for you to be at peace, no matter your outcome<3

 

[puffinmowmow]

This is what I'm aiming for but I can't get it right.sadly its hard to really get it like fully done I think. I dunno.

 

[_RustyLeaf321]

You must have so Lucky. I tried that with a rachet so many times and I just felt a head pressure sensation.

Hey,if i can help,you're pressing on the wrong spots,you're impeaching the blood from your head to get out instead of blocking the incoming blood to your brain,keep trying. Myself still hasn't found the spots but determined to find them today

 

[JustABug]

Hey,if i can help,you're pressing on the wrong spots,you're impeaching the blood from your head to get out instead of blocking the incoming blood to your brain,keep trying. Myself still hasn't found the spots but determined to find them today

Wishing you luck!