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bamagirl92

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Nov 13, 2020
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I wish I was a different person. I don't know why I fly off the handle when someone leaves me.
my ex boyfriend left me for another woman almost a month and a half ago, he cheated, and I'm back living with my toxic mother. Today I went back to the house me and my ex lived in (don't ask why) and we had a huge fight
long Story short I have been telling him that I still love him regardless of what he did but he told me he can never want me or love me like that ever again. I'm going to try to kill myself again. I hate my life, I hate that people always leave me, I hate this house, I hate my mom in some ways, I want to die.
 
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Anonymoussn

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May 12, 2020
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It's best not to do anything impulsive. Breakups are always hard, and it might feel like it will never get better, but time is the best healer.

Im not saying don't do it - but if CTB is something you really want to do, then it should be something you have thought long and hard about and planned carefully. Picking the right method and making sure you execute it properly is imperative in ensuring success, and avoiding damage to your body.

So please whatever you decide to do, don't let it be a rash decision made after a bad day/week.
 
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