IRIYAMA
Student
- Apr 10, 2018
- 146
So making a quick post..
Finally managed to get away from everyone to my ideal CTB location with the N..
Isolated and alone in a cabin..
Had a rough few months with high pain and being symptomatic, nothing unusual but it's very draining.
Laying here trying to rest up and get through this flare up have the, bottle of N here still sealed. Been so confused and tired and can't commit to cracking it open and just finally getting out of this crappy existence..
Damn thought it would have bern easier, maybe not ready or maybe just not sure I'll keep it down until this pain and nausea passes..
Anyway not really saying much here, just venting a bit and somewhat lost to some degree
Finally managed to get away from everyone to my ideal CTB location with the N..
Isolated and alone in a cabin..
Had a rough few months with high pain and being symptomatic, nothing unusual but it's very draining.
Laying here trying to rest up and get through this flare up have the, bottle of N here still sealed. Been so confused and tired and can't commit to cracking it open and just finally getting out of this crappy existence..
Damn thought it would have bern easier, maybe not ready or maybe just not sure I'll keep it down until this pain and nausea passes..
Anyway not really saying much here, just venting a bit and somewhat lost to some degree