Sleeper System

Sleeper System

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May 5, 2022
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I was bored so I wanted to make a list of things that matter to me.
I have a duelity where i'm empathetic but also selfish.
I guess you could call it the reasons worth living.

1. Eating good food. The same things i've been eating for years. Nothing really new or foreign.
2. Sleeping whenever my eyes get even a little tired. Having a super comfortable bed.
3. Orgasming. Doesn't even have to be sex with a girl. I have that option to fuck and still sometimes decide im too uninterested.
4. Watching tons of video media and doom scrolling until I pass out. It's almost a terminal illness to be attached to my phone.
5. I'll call this one "controlling" because giving details defeats its purpose. I love it.
6. Being useful to people but also being abused and snapping about it.

I think those are the top things I spend time doing. I feel like I have the option to do so many things and just don't feel like it.
"Lacks ambition" was an understatement in grade school. It has carried into adult life and i'm not even mad.

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