Venting tried.

[XxEstenxX]

Tried making a friend...seems they don't want to talk to me lol

Tried reaching out for help impulsively and texted my ex...seems they also dont care lol.

I haven't gotten any sleep. At all. Been up all night and I just couldn't sleep. Its either my cat whining, other people being loud, or my own thoughts being too loud.

My rope is coming today. Thank god. I cant do this anymore. If I had the chance to attempt now, I absolutely will, but I dont think I'll be having the house to myself today.

My attempt will probably fail. I'm a fucking failure so what's new? But I have to at least try. I can't do this anymore. I can't live anymore. I'm just so tired of everything.

 

[itsgone2]

y attempt will probably fail. I'm a fucking failure so what's new? But I have to at least try. I can't do this anymore. I can't live anymore. I'm just so tired of everything.

I worry about this too. Failing. I failed at everything else why not this too.

 

[XxEstenxX]

I worry about this too. Failing. I failed at everything else why not this too.

Exactly. And then if I fail I'll just spiral more knowing there's no escape...