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Baisley

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Jan 18, 2025
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Does anyone know of anyone else that has tried the Benzocaine method since Jisatsu did, and was it successful. I wouldn't mind doing it myself but I first would want to make sure it actually works. I know it seems that Jisatsu succeeded but what if she is just really messed up but alive? I need to know that others have succeeded as well.
 
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SweetMemories

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Dec 30, 2025
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we don't know how Jisatsu is doing. If she is laying with pain in the hospital, is chroniclly disabled or if she is dead. So no one can tell you this. It was her last resort, after many failed attempts. And as far as i know this method is not really done by any other individual here. But some want to.

even if i am a new member on here, i know that Jisatsu suffered a lot and one of her attempts also gave her chronic tinnitus like mine. I hope, she is in a better place now that this world. But her attempt really harmed me, even when we didn't spoked to each other. I liked to read her.
 
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Baisley

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Jan 18, 2025
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we don't know how Jisatsu is doing. If she is laying with pain in the hospital, is chroniclly disabled or if she is dead. So no one can tell you this. It was her last resort, after many failed attempts. And as far as i know this method is not really done by any other individual here. But some want to.

even if i am a new member on here, i know that Jisatsu suffered a lot and one of her attempts also gave her chronic tinnitus like mine. I hope, she is in a better place now that this world. But her attempt really harmed me, even when we didn't spoked to each other. I liked to read her.
I feel the same way. We messaged each other a couple of times. She was very sweet. I just wish, we knew if she did succeed or not. She wanted this method to be successful so we others could follow. I would but I am afraid, of it just really messing me up but not killing me.
 
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SweetMemories

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Dec 30, 2025
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I feel the same way. We messaged each other a couple of times. She was very sweet. I just wish, we knew if she did succeed or not. She wanted this method to be successful so we others could follow. I would but I am afraid, of it just really messing me up but not killing me.
i think these thoughts are pretty normal. i have them too, otherwise i would be long gone. survive attempts and being in a position way worse than now is always possible, unfortunately.
 
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Deer_Dairy

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Jan 19, 2026
65
Does anyone know of anyone else that has tried the Benzocaine method since Jisatsu did, and was it successful. I wouldn't mind doing it myself but I first would want to make sure it actually works. I know it seems that Jisatsu succeeded but what if she is just really messed up but alive? I need to know that others have succeeded as well.
Personaly, I would not go with anything ending with -cain. I have quite long experience with co - cain and few times taken more than I wanted to (not really OD) and it was *very* unpleasent experience. But I am not an expert.
* benzocaine is basically a derivate of coke
 
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