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GoneAndForgotten

GoneAndForgotten

Unsure about everything
Apr 2, 2021
82
I'm hoping to ctb very soon, I'm just putting the final touches on everything.

One thing I'm struggling with is that I don't want anyone in my family to have to find my body, it will traumatise them. So I was considering walking to a nice secluded spot I know with 2 SN and water solutions, a sleeping bag, along with 25g of SN in a vac bag and 50ml of water in a bottle and then taking it. This would mean my family wouldn't gave to find me and I could get my wish of no funeral and to just be given back to nature and animals.

The spots around 30 minutes away, no one should find me there and its very well covered and full if trees and bush
 
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Loneliest

Loneliest

Slow dancing to my death
Jun 23, 2021
40
This is like one thing I'm considering right now. I pretty much want to die comfortably in my room but I worry that the sight of my dead body is going to traumatize family member who found me forever. Although I don't necessarily like my family, I don't wanna scar them like that.
 
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GoneAndForgotten

GoneAndForgotten

Unsure about everything
Apr 2, 2021
82
This is like one thing I'm considering right now. I pretty much want to die comfortably in my room but I worry that the sight of my dead body is going to traumatize family member who found me forever. Although I don't necessarily like my family, I don't wanna scar them like that.
I'm in a very similar situation, I love my family a lot however, I'd love to die peacefully in my bed in a homely situation, however I don't want them to have to find me
 
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aminend

aminend

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May 24, 2020
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But While they don't know what happened for u and where are u, thats more unpleasant for ur family. At least u can tell them by a scheduled message that u do suicide
 
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GoneAndForgotten

Unsure about everything
Apr 2, 2021
82
But While they don't know what happened for u and where are u, thats more unpleasant for ur family. At least u can tell them by a scheduled message that u do suicide
Yeah, I will schedule a message to say what happened. I wouldn't want to just go missing one day
 
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Loneliest

Loneliest

Slow dancing to my death
Jun 23, 2021
40
I'm in a very similar situation, I love my family a lot however, I'd love to die peacefully in my bed in a homely situation, however I don't want them to have to find me
I think it's sweet that you have a good relationship with your family. We're still in a lockdown here so there's no other place I could go to ctb at the moment. My time is running out so I might have to just do it at home. I wish you peace in whatever decision you make <3
 

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