Im2high4this
I’m done here. Zero connections. Won’t miss it.
- Jun 13, 2019
- 126
I just finished watching old school, the movie with Will Ferrell. There is a scene where he gets shot in the neck with a tranquilizer dart, and falls into the pool. Obviously would of died if he wasn't pulled out.
This got me thinking, how easily available is this product? Do you need to have a prescription or a license to purchase the immobilizing drug you fill the darts with?
Turns out, tranquilizer guns/ blow guns are pretty easy to get and readily available. The actual drug, seems to be a bit harder to acquire. Through online searching, you can find plenty of sites that sell "midazolam" or one of the many other drugs used in tranquilizer darts "without prescription" but I can't comfortably say it's a fact, or even worth the money to take the risk (options I found for vials ranged between $50-$200)
So I'm creating a open dialogue about it instead of trying to do all the research myself. Maybe it's easier to get in your homeland, so I don't want to make any claims about the difficulty of getting the drug. Maybe there is some home concoction that would make us immobilized and unconscious. I'm not sure. I just feel trying to get ahold of such a drug to fill a dart, would be easier or safer then trusting a online grim reaper who benefits off the tragedy of others.
Imagine, you are on top of a tall building, enjoying the view of the city lights. Standing on the edge. The cool wind on your face, and the ominous silence that gives you crystal clear focus. You look over at the bullshit world you are about to leave behind, and inject the dart however you want. You don't have to get over any anxiety, you don't have to experience the fall, you stand where you have to stand, and enjoy the quick and painless ride into unconsciousness never to wake again.
In the water, on a building, really your imagination is the only thing that holds you back. You can put yourself in any deadly situation you can think of, without having to worry about your survival instinct as much. Of course, it would still kick in before you inject yourself. Even people who shoot themselves have to get over their survival instinct. Trying to break the rope off your neck, or hesitation in pulling the trigger, no matter the method, the instinct will be there.
The beautiful thing about tranquilizer darts though, is you don't have to acknowledge what happens after you pass out. You can hold onto whatever fleeting sense of wanting to live before you pull the trigger. It's not like a gun, who knows what will happen after you do. Of course, you can put yourself in a situation where it's guaranteed, but I think the possibility of failure is a key in getting over a survival instinct (if you have one. Most of us do)
Personally, this would be a perfect method. I would have no problem pulling the trigger, because the act of pulling the trigger is not what will kill me, it's the situation I put myself in before I did it, that will end me. Any fellow alcoholic will tell you NO, getting drunk isn't going to make your chosen method easier. A $20 bottle of vodka is not what's stopping you from taking a dive. It's deeper then that. If anything, getting drunk hinders you, because you'll either be too fucked up to do it correctly, you'll vomit up what you took, and you'll probably wake up with a splitting headache. I don't speak for everyone, but I do not agree alcohol is the same as a immobilizing drug. Getting drunk makes me emotional, and I want to be zen when I finally do it.
Is this just another hopeless opportunity I stumbled across? is getting tranquilizer drugs just as hard as getting any other drug? Are there easily accessible drugs out there that will easily make you pass out quick and without fail? Are tranquilizer darts and drugs a completely unnecessary step in completing the vision I'm having right now? I have questions and I don't know where to get the answers.
This got me thinking, how easily available is this product? Do you need to have a prescription or a license to purchase the immobilizing drug you fill the darts with?
Turns out, tranquilizer guns/ blow guns are pretty easy to get and readily available. The actual drug, seems to be a bit harder to acquire. Through online searching, you can find plenty of sites that sell "midazolam" or one of the many other drugs used in tranquilizer darts "without prescription" but I can't comfortably say it's a fact, or even worth the money to take the risk (options I found for vials ranged between $50-$200)
So I'm creating a open dialogue about it instead of trying to do all the research myself. Maybe it's easier to get in your homeland, so I don't want to make any claims about the difficulty of getting the drug. Maybe there is some home concoction that would make us immobilized and unconscious. I'm not sure. I just feel trying to get ahold of such a drug to fill a dart, would be easier or safer then trusting a online grim reaper who benefits off the tragedy of others.
Imagine, you are on top of a tall building, enjoying the view of the city lights. Standing on the edge. The cool wind on your face, and the ominous silence that gives you crystal clear focus. You look over at the bullshit world you are about to leave behind, and inject the dart however you want. You don't have to get over any anxiety, you don't have to experience the fall, you stand where you have to stand, and enjoy the quick and painless ride into unconsciousness never to wake again.
In the water, on a building, really your imagination is the only thing that holds you back. You can put yourself in any deadly situation you can think of, without having to worry about your survival instinct as much. Of course, it would still kick in before you inject yourself. Even people who shoot themselves have to get over their survival instinct. Trying to break the rope off your neck, or hesitation in pulling the trigger, no matter the method, the instinct will be there.
The beautiful thing about tranquilizer darts though, is you don't have to acknowledge what happens after you pass out. You can hold onto whatever fleeting sense of wanting to live before you pull the trigger. It's not like a gun, who knows what will happen after you do. Of course, you can put yourself in a situation where it's guaranteed, but I think the possibility of failure is a key in getting over a survival instinct (if you have one. Most of us do)
Personally, this would be a perfect method. I would have no problem pulling the trigger, because the act of pulling the trigger is not what will kill me, it's the situation I put myself in before I did it, that will end me. Any fellow alcoholic will tell you NO, getting drunk isn't going to make your chosen method easier. A $20 bottle of vodka is not what's stopping you from taking a dive. It's deeper then that. If anything, getting drunk hinders you, because you'll either be too fucked up to do it correctly, you'll vomit up what you took, and you'll probably wake up with a splitting headache. I don't speak for everyone, but I do not agree alcohol is the same as a immobilizing drug. Getting drunk makes me emotional, and I want to be zen when I finally do it.
Is this just another hopeless opportunity I stumbled across? is getting tranquilizer drugs just as hard as getting any other drug? Are there easily accessible drugs out there that will easily make you pass out quick and without fail? Are tranquilizer darts and drugs a completely unnecessary step in completing the vision I'm having right now? I have questions and I don't know where to get the answers.
