therhydler
Enlightened
- Dec 7, 2018
- 1,196
I don't have anything left to do. I have lost interest for things I used to enjoy because it all just seems so pointless to me. I sit here looking for something to watch on Netflix. But I can't choose. And why should I watch anything anyway? Nothing seems interesting. Then for 5 minutes I debate in my head whether I should have some chocolate, which will make me feel crappy, make an omlette, which would be too much effort, have some cereal or have a banana. I decide on having nothing because I am not even hungry. What now? I hate this feeling of emptiness that pervades me. Does anyone else feel like this ever? The only thing I can get mildly excited about is planning a more peaceful way to ctb. It feels like shit.