Venting Too pathetic to live, too coward to die...

[Sylveon]

I don't know for how long I'll be forced to keep going. The only method I can access is the train method, but I chicken out at the thought of a giant metal box heading towards me at the dead of night. I sometimes think about taking a random train and getting off at some ghost station just so that I can't turn back, but I know none of those thoughts will ever manifest into actions because I'm too much of a coward to actually do anything. I'll just be my pathetic self and rot away at the bottom while my peers move on with their lives and find success.

I don't know why it's so hard to die...

(And sorry if I'm venting too much these days.)

 

[FuneralCry]

I find it so horrible how people have to resort to methods as brutal as the train in the first place, we really shouldn't have to struggle so much to die, to me it'd be such a relief if the option is there to easily cease existing in a peaceful way. But anyway best wishes.

 

[lemonhoney322]

I don't know for how long I'll be forced to keep going. The only method I can access is the train method, but I chicken out at the thought of a giant metal box heading towards me at the dead of night. I sometimes think about taking a random train and getting off at some ghost station just so that I can't turn back, but I know none of those thoughts will ever manifest into actions because I'm too much of a coward to actually do anything. I'll just be my pathetic self and rot away at the bottom while my peers move on with their lives and find success.

I don't know why it's so hard to die...

(And sorry if I'm venting too much these days.)

i love you , you know that right :) . My prayers is always with you. send a loooong hug to u

 

[Mirrory Me]

I also find trains scary, lol.

 

[Celerity]

I'm so sorry it has come to this for you. Jumping in front of a train could never be an option for me, though I plan to use a firearm if I ever commit the deed. I hope things get better for you and that you are able to find peace whatever you decide.

 

[itchygator]

I don't know for how long I'll be forced to keep going. The only method I can access is the train method, but I chicken out at the thought of a giant metal box heading towards me at the dead of night. I sometimes think about taking a random train and getting off at some ghost station just so that I can't turn back, but I know none of those thoughts will ever manifest into actions because I'm too much of a coward to actually do anything. I'll just be my pathetic self and rot away at the bottom while my peers move on with their lives and find success.

I don't know why it's so hard to die...

(And sorry if I'm venting too much these days.)

Yes, I too am strangely curious about the "train method".