darkandtwisty
Member
- Jul 10, 2024
- 31
Does anyone else have increased suicidal ideation when things seem to be going well?
I have this pattern in my life where things seem to be wonderful. But there's always a downward spiral of some kind. As beautiful, wonderful, amazing as it can get, it always changes to the polar opposite.
I often find myself wondering wouldn't it be better to CTB when things are good then go through all of the pain, heartache, and disappointment that always comes around? End on a high note.
I have this pattern in my life where things seem to be wonderful. But there's always a downward spiral of some kind. As beautiful, wonderful, amazing as it can get, it always changes to the polar opposite.
I often find myself wondering wouldn't it be better to CTB when things are good then go through all of the pain, heartache, and disappointment that always comes around? End on a high note.