Tonight's the night

[InaccessibleHour]

Alright, last few nights were a total letdown because I kept getting too tired before I did anything, and I didn't have a real plan in place.

By posting on here saying tonight's the night, I hope to really do it tonight knowing I don't want to let any of you down or disappoint you, or myself, any more.

Tonight's the night. I've got everything I need. Warnings. How I'll do this. Safety precautions. Ironic I know lol, just to keep anything from going wrong beforehand or stopping me from being saved. I now have what I need to do this and know how I'll go about doing this for as swift of a death as possible. If done right, and if any of these things saying H2S really does kill you quickly when there's enough of it and you don't just pass out from it, I should be all good to go. Nothing to worry about.

I have confidence tonight is truly the night I can finally say goodbye to this cruel, boring world.

I'll miss all of you on here, and although the stay here was short, it was definitely well worth it, got a few friends, kind word from here community, and good advice, tips and tricks on doing this.

This could be the last you ever hear of me here. If you never hear from me again and you hear of a news article about a young guy CTB with H2S in a northern country, you know what happened.

I wish you all well in the future, and one day, happiness shall reach out to you all.

Peace.

 

[Morning Angel]

You will be missed here, IH. You're not letting anyone down here, regardless of what you decide to do... I wish you luck and hope it all turns out the way you want it to. If something should go wrong, please know you're always welcome to return to us.

 

[Definitelyworried]

By posting on here saying tonight's the night, I hope to really do it tonight knowing I don't want to let any of you down or disappoint you, or myself, any more.

You should not be influenced by anyone on this site, u wouldn't let anyone down if you ended up living or dying.

This could be the last you ever hear of me here. If you never hear from me again and you hear of a news article about a young guy CTB with H2S in a northern country, you know what happened.

I doubt that your death as a suicide would be on the news anywhere, unless you did it in a public place.

Either way I hope that what ever happens is for the best.

 

[nzdarkshark]

Will miss you - but hope you have a quick and painless death.

See you on the other side - if you believe in that :)

 

[borntooslow]

Godspeed, man. Gonna try tonight too, hope we'll find the peace.

 

[nzdarkshark]

Godspeed, man. Gonna try tonight too, hope we'll find the peace.

I hope you find peace too.

 

[InaccessibleHour]

@Definitelyworried

"You should not be influenced by anyone on this site, u wouldn't let anyone if you ended up living or dying."

I know. I don't think necessarily to be influenced by you guys, but creating a true "farewell" post saying this is definitely the last day alive and I'm gone I think I get a confidence boost and another reason to actually do it. So I can end it once and for all with no debating "omg why didn't I do this when I should have" or regret BS when I can just finally do it once and for all tonight and never look back,
But thank you anyways.


Thank you @nzdarkshark

I wish you well @borntooslow, I do this well knowing another person could very well be doing it along with and definitely are not alone.. Thank you

 

[FadedMemory]

Good luck! I wish you off to a better place.

 

[PatKat]

I hope you got what you wanted.

 

[MEoDP]

Adios mate,I wish you all the luck in the world. Even if you never make it to the news,if you don't log in for a week or two,I think it'd be safe to pronounce you dead. (If you do change your mind at the last minute,know that you ain't disappointing anyone)

 

[throwaway123]

Good luck. I hope you can find peace.

 

[Ashpac]

Alright, last few nights were a total letdown because I kept getting too tired before I did anything, and I didn't have a real plan in place.

By posting on here saying tonight's the night, I hope to really do it tonight knowing I don't want to let any of you down or disappoint you, or myself, any more.

Peace.

We dont want people to die we just want people to be free and happy, what ever outcome they choose.
Good luck.

 

[Rex]

We dont want people to die we just want people to be free and happy, what ever outcome they choose.
Good luck.

Yeah pretty much.

We are a pro-choice forum. Not just pro-suicide. A lot of users seem to think we're a anti-life forum, far from it. Us admins and mods always state we're pro-choice. Because like you said, people can pick for themselves and whatever choice they make to find peace, be it in recovery or via suicide, is fine by us.

 

[shinitai]

Alright, last few nights were a total letdown because I kept getting too tired before I did anything, and I didn't have a real plan in place.

By posting on here saying tonight's the night, I hope to really do it tonight knowing I don't want to let any of you down or disappoint you, or myself, any more.

Tonight's the night. I've got everything I need. Warnings. How I'll do this. Safety precautions. Ironic I know lol, just to keep anything from going wrong beforehand or stopping me from being saved. I now have what I need to do this and know how I'll go about doing this for as swift of a death as possible. If done right, and if any of these things saying H2S really does kill you quickly when there's enough of it and you don't just pass out from it, I should be all good to go. Nothing to worry about.

I have confidence tonight is truly the night I can finally say goodbye to this cruel, boring world.

I'll miss all of you on here, and although the stay here was short, it was definitely well worth it, got a few friends, kind word from here community, and good advice, tips and tricks on doing this.

This could be the last you ever hear of me here. If you never hear from me again and you hear of a news article about a young guy CTB with H2S in a northern country, you know what happened.

I wish you all well in the future, and one day, happiness shall reach out to you all.

Peace.

Good luck. I hope you find the peace you are looking for.

 

[Miss clefable]

Hugs good luck and find peace

 

[Snee]

remember the most happiest movement before you do it.you'll hava A good afterlife.

 

[QueenEtna]

Good luck, farewell and may you find peace if you go through with it.

 

[borntooslow]

I hope you find peace too.

I wish you well @borntooslow, I do this well knowing another person could very well be doing it along with and definitely are not alone.. Thank you

Thank you, guys.

 

[weedoge]

Alright, last few nights were a total letdown because I kept getting too tired before I did anything, and I didn't have a real plan in place.

By posting on here saying tonight's the night, I hope to really do it tonight knowing I don't want to let any of you down or disappoint you, or myself, any more.

Tonight's the night. I've got everything I need. Warnings. How I'll do this. Safety precautions. Ironic I know lol, just to keep anything from going wrong beforehand or stopping me from being saved. I now have what I need to do this and know how I'll go about doing this for as swift of a death as possible. If done right, and if any of these things saying H2S really does kill you quickly when there's enough of it and you don't just pass out from it, I should be all good to go. Nothing to worry about.

I have confidence tonight is truly the night I can finally say goodbye to this cruel, boring world.

I'll miss all of you on here, and although the stay here was short, it was definitely well worth it, got a few friends, kind word from here community, and good advice, tips and tricks on doing this.

This could be the last you ever hear of me here. If you never hear from me again and you hear of a news article about a young guy CTB with H2S in a northern country, you know what happened.

I wish you all well in the future, and one day, happiness shall reach out to you all.

Peace.

Good luck mate, may your pain end.

 

[RoloTomasi]

Goodluck, may you go through the night peacefully

 

[Samuel]

Find Peace.

 

[tammyot]

Good luck, may you find peace

 

[Lara Francis]

Alright, last few nights were a total letdown because I kept getting too tired before I did anything, and I didn't have a real plan in place.

By posting on here saying tonight's the night, I hope to really do it tonight knowing I don't want to let any of you down or disappoint you, or myself, any more.

Tonight's the night. I've got everything I need. Warnings. How I'll do this. Safety precautions. Ironic I know lol, just to keep anything from going wrong beforehand or stopping me from being saved. I now have what I need to do this and know how I'll go about doing this for as swift of a death as possible. If done right, and if any of these things saying H2S really does kill you quickly when there's enough of it and you don't just pass out from it, I should be all good to go. Nothing to worry about.

I have confidence tonight is truly the night I can finally say goodbye to this cruel, boring world.

I'll miss all of you on here, and although the stay here was short, it was definitely well worth it, got a few friends, kind word from here community, and good advice, tips and tricks on doing this.

This could be the last you ever hear of me here. If you never hear from me again and you hear of a news article about a young guy CTB with H2S in a northern country, you know what happened.

I wish you all well in the future, and one day, happiness shall reach out to you all.

Peace.

As others have said - you will not let us down or disapoint.you need to want to ctb for yourself not us.
We will miss you here and thankyou for your well wishes.I hope you find peace and happiness in whatever choice you make.x

 

[InaccessibleHour]

Well I let myself down again last night. I had everything I needed ready to go and I could have, in a minute, ended it all if I really wanted to.

But nope.

I waited too long, pondering whether I should really do this or not, and waited so long I got too tired to do it. I just said "ah well, I can do it tomorrow if I want". Which wasn't a terrible choice really, but I am definitely doing it tonight. The clock is ticking and I can't afford to go on any longer.

Last night wasn't the night, but tonight definitely will be. I have now gotten confidence I will get all of what I want and I will go through with this.

Thank you all for your kind words, and I wish all of you well in the future, whether you CTB or go on with this life

 

[weedoge]

Well I let myself down again last night. I had everything I needed ready to go and I could have, in a minute, ended it all if I really wanted to.

But nope.

I waited too long, pondering whether I should really do this or not, and waited so long I got too tired to do it. I just said "ah well, I can do it tomorrow if I want". Which wasn't a terrible choice really, but I am definitely doing it tonight. The clock is ticking and I can't afford to go on any longer.

Last night wasn't the night, but tonight definitely will be. I have now gotten confidence I will get all of what I want and I will go through with this.

Thank you all for your kind words, and I wish all of you well in the future, whether you CTB or go on with this life

You're not letting yourself or anyone down. Good luck and we'll be here if you need to talk.

 

[amatteroflifeordeath]

I hope you find the peace that you are looking for. It is your decision and no one has the moral right to interfere.

 

[useless]

I am definitely doing it tonight. The clock is ticking and I can't afford to go on any longer.

Last night wasn't the night, but tonight definitely will be. I have now gotten confidence I will get all of what I want and I will go through with this.

Good luck this time. I hope you get what you need, here or there.