Tonights the night

[8yy8uiyhbij]

I've going to give it a try tonight, I've planned to do partial suspension from my leather belt using a doorknob. I'd use climbers rope but I honestly can't afford £15. No one is home so I won't be caught and I've learned how to suppress my carotid artery. I can't wait to do it, obviously I'm nervous but I've wanted this for so long and I've finally found a cheap, painless method


You've all been lovely and I've never met anyone nicer than on this forum. Goodluck to all of you <3

 

[Rocksandsand]

Good luck tonight. I hope everything goes to plan for you

 

[GinaIsReady]

Good luck to you. I hope all goes well.

 

[Lookingforabus]

Peace and luck to you.

 

[SinisterKid]

Whatever the outcome, I sincerely hope you manage to find a little peace wherever your journey takes you next.

 

[LifeOver]

Good luck! I hope you find what you are looking for.

 

[AutumnEmbers]

I hope you find the peace you seek, kind soul.

 

[8yy8uiyhbij]

I failed my attempt last night, but I wasn't found. I didn't manage to compress my arteries enough as I was having to use socks instead of a cushion as is recommended. I'm going to get a bit more practice finding them and compressing them and try again today.


Thank you for the support <3


(if anyone wants to know what it feels like, you feel your pulse increase, I started to hyperventilate but not extremely, then my vision got blotchy with small black smudges filling my vision. You get very dizzy and it feels as if you're about to faint.)

 

[8yy8uiyhbij]

Can anyone recommend something to use other than socks as I don't have access to the recommended cushions and socks aren't effective

 

[Soul]

@Emmmmmmmma, I have no useful ideas for you, but I hope you're okay, safe and comfortable, and that you'll be very gentle with yourself today. (((Hugs)))

 

[8yy8uiyhbij]

@Emmmmmmmma, I have no useful ideas for you, but I hope you're okay, safe and comfortable, and that you'll be very gentle with yourself today. (((Hugs)))

Thank you ❤, I'm currently at work until 11pm. I'm going to prep after I'm home