Tonight

[the witch’s lament]

I can't go on anymore. I am the worst person that I know, I will never be able to forgive myself for the things I have done to myself and others. I wish I didn't have to leave anyone behind. the only thing giving me comfort is that I won't feel guilty anymore after tonight. there were so many other ways I wanted to CTB, but my circumstances have changed and I have a smaller window to go ahead with it or I won't have another chance for a while. the noose is tied and a stool waits for me in the garage. I hate that it will be a family member to find me. I can't rationalize spending any more time, emotions or money to keep me here when all I want to do is leave.

you all are here for the same reason I am. so I am so very sorry you feel this way. I would never wish this on anyone. hopefully things can change and some of you will be able to find a way to carry on. wish me luck on finding the words for my note and I hope I don't have to come back on here to tell you I am a bigger failure than I was before.

 

[WornOutLife]

Hope you find peace, mate.
Wish you the best.

 

[Metalhead]

Safe travels young Jedi, our paths shall cross at some point in time.

 

[LastWhisper]

Goodluck and goodbye, hope you find peace.

 

[Uzera]

Good luck and best wishes.

 

[Ghost2211]

Safe travels, I hope you find peace and relief.

 

[Lilacmoon]

I've seen you around and liked seeing your posts. Farewell, swift and peaceful journey.

 

[MiseryLovesMyCompany]

May you find peace. Good luck.

 

[sadworld]

Safe travels friend! I hope you find peace.

 

[BLUE1970]

Have a safe, swift and painless journey. Sending strength to you.

 

[Disappointered]

Wishing you a quick and painless passage and eternal peace. May the force be with you.

 

[death137]

Hope you find peace

 

[Symbiote]

Sleep well and safe travels!

 

[SadGirl]

Good luck buddy. I'm sorry that things have come to that decision, I hope you find peace and are well.

 

[Hopeindeath!]

I wish you peace.

 

[wanttodie]

good luck

 

[x~Sophia~x]

I hope you're now at peace.