I have not been here long, but I have had thoughts of suicide for a long time now.
I will be hanging myself, this world is not meant for some people. I am never this cringe but I have no idea how people live in this world. Judgmental, some horrible but few nice people.
I guess in my time It has been just dickheads. When I was a kid I was taken to live with my grandparents, I know this will hurt them the most so I am sorry. Then I lived with my mum. Mum and dad if you see this it's nothing to do with you.
I cannot live another moment in this place, I wanna be free of all the pain forever. I am so scared to see what happens after you die, but the need for me to be here outweighs the uncertainty of life after death. I hope I get put on another planet where everyone is nice and funny and accepts everyone for who they are and that women have 3 breasts.
I have no purpose, I have no confidence, I have no friends. All this time I've just wanted to fall asleep and not wake up. I love my family I couldn't have asked for better role models, I wish I could have been the son they wanted but I am not I am a useless waste of space. I don't even know why I am posting this suppose I just wanna have a final say before I sign out.
Just wanna say to all the people who have fucked me over a massive fuck you in the ass if this teaches anything to people make sure you think before you say things. not everyone can brush off abuse as easy as other people.
I am by far an innocent person, I made the love of my life upset so many times it hurts me thinking about how upset she must have been in recent times because of my actions. That was not me I love you I always have and I will forever, you're beautiful and I hope you never forget the years we spent together. I know I treated you badly at times but you're my sunshine I'll always love you.
Goodbye mi hommies
I will be hanging myself, this world is not meant for some people. I am never this cringe but I have no idea how people live in this world. Judgmental, some horrible but few nice people.
I guess in my time It has been just dickheads. When I was a kid I was taken to live with my grandparents, I know this will hurt them the most so I am sorry. Then I lived with my mum. Mum and dad if you see this it's nothing to do with you.
I cannot live another moment in this place, I wanna be free of all the pain forever. I am so scared to see what happens after you die, but the need for me to be here outweighs the uncertainty of life after death. I hope I get put on another planet where everyone is nice and funny and accepts everyone for who they are and that women have 3 breasts.
I have no purpose, I have no confidence, I have no friends. All this time I've just wanted to fall asleep and not wake up. I love my family I couldn't have asked for better role models, I wish I could have been the son they wanted but I am not I am a useless waste of space. I don't even know why I am posting this suppose I just wanna have a final say before I sign out.
Just wanna say to all the people who have fucked me over a massive fuck you in the ass if this teaches anything to people make sure you think before you say things. not everyone can brush off abuse as easy as other people.
I am by far an innocent person, I made the love of my life upset so many times it hurts me thinking about how upset she must have been in recent times because of my actions. That was not me I love you I always have and I will forever, you're beautiful and I hope you never forget the years we spent together. I know I treated you badly at times but you're my sunshine I'll always love you.
Goodbye mi hommies
