Tonight is the night? I'm drunk.

[Cryptonite]

I'm drunk. I have more than 1,5 thousandth alcohol in my body = 3 ful bottles of light wine + energy drink to keep me awake.

I just hope I can finally do it tonight, after more than a year of careful preparations. I've decided to jump from the 13th floor instead of SN. It somehow feels more natural to me.

I suffer from severe and progressive chronic back pain – Scheuermann's disease. I was diagnosed with this disease just three months after I became one of the first patients in my country to be cured from severe personality disorder, thanks to new innovative treatment - TFP. During the last year, I lost everything, including my lovely girlfriend. I have so much hate in me. Towards the doctors who misdiagnosed me at the time when it was curable, and towards my extremely abusive father who gave me the genes.

All my 25 years of life have been endless suffering with hope that proved to be false. I just want to have my head smashed on a fu**ing pavement.

Thank you for reading.

 

[Lulzacruel]

i hope it goes well for you and i also hope that whatever is past this life whether it be nothing or bliss will be nice for you

(reminder: remember to power off your phone during this moment so that it cannot be discovered that you were on SS in your last moments.)

 

[locked*n*loaded]

I'm sorry you're at this place in your life where you feel no other options than to CTB. I don't know about only 13 floors for a jump. Is there any reason you decided against the SN?

 

[Cryptonite]

I'm sorry you're at this place in your life where you feel no other options than to CTB. I don't know about only 13 floors for a jump. Is there any reason you decided against the SN?

In my building, three other people have killed themselves in the last couple of years by jumping. I feel like I want to be with them. All of them jumped from lower floors and died with no complications. And also, it's not possible to drink with SN, only benzos.

 

[locked*n*loaded]

In my building, three other people have killed themselves in the last couple of years. I feel like I want to be with them. All of them jumped from lower floors and died with no complications. And also, it's not possible to drink with SN, only benzos.

It about what you're comfortable with. If you go through with it, I wish you good luck and hope you reach the peace you deserve.

 

[Cryptonite]

It about what you're comfortable with. If you go through with it, I wish you good luck and hope you reach the peace you deserve.

Thank you, my friend. I want to be dead so so much.

 

[felixwasabsurd]

I'm drunk. I have more than 1,5 thousandth alcohol in my body = 3 ful bottles of light wine + energy drink to keep me awake.

I just hope I can finally do it tonight, after more than a year of careful preparations. I've decided to jump from the 13th floor instead of SN. It somehow feels more natural to me.

I suffer from severe and progressive chronic back pain – Scheuermann's disease. I was diagnosed with this disease just three months after I became one of the first patients in my country to be cured from severe personality disorder, thanks to new innovative treatment - TFP. During the last year, I lost everything, including my lovely girlfriend. I have so much hate in me. Towards the doctors who misdiagnosed me at the time when it was curable, and towards my extremely abusive father who gave me the genes.

All my 25 years of life have been endless suffering with hope that proved to be false. I just want to have my head smashed on a fu**ing pavement.

Thank you for reading.

I hope this rids you of your pain. I'll be active on here for a while if you'd like to talk, be well my friend

 

[Thisisme373]

Sorry life brought you to this stage, I hope you won't suffer and that you will get much deserved peace

 

[day]

Hope you manage to find peace if you go through with your plan.

So sorry to hear about your suffering OP, hope you feel better.

 

[Inthewind]

I'm drunk. I have more than 1,5 thousandth alcohol in my body = 3 ful bottles of light wine + energy drink to keep me awake.

I just hope I can finally do it tonight, after more than a year of careful preparations. I've decided to jump from the 13th floor instead of SN. It somehow feels more natural to me.

I suffer from severe and progressive chronic back pain – Scheuermann's disease. I was diagnosed with this disease just three months after I became one of the first patients in my country to be cured from severe personality disorder, thanks to new innovative treatment - TFP. During the last year, I lost everything, including my lovely girlfriend. I have so much hate in me. Towards the doctors who misdiagnosed me at the time when it was curable, and towards my extremely abusive father who gave me the genes.

All my 25 years of life have been endless suffering with hope that proved to be false. I just want to have my head smashed on a fu**ing pavement.

Thank you for reading.

I hope you find peace.

 

[bubblingwaterz]

I feel happy for you. I hope everything goes the way your heart truly desires.

Do what you feel comfortable, it's your golden moment!! :]
Sending you lots of love and positive energy for this important moment.

 

[Larysa]

I'm sorry you've had so much pain to endure. I am thinking of you.

 

[DeathSleep]

I hope you find peace. Best of luck.

 

[FuneralCry]

That sounds really horrible what you've been through, it certainly is such a hellish existence where people have to suffer so much. But anyway I wish you the best of luck with your plans and I hope that you find the freedom you are searching for.