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AS.star

AS.star

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Nov 12, 2025
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I think I'll do it tomorrow. At least I'll try.
I don't know what to do anymore.
 
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iveseenfootage

iveseenfootage

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Whatever happens, I hope you find peace.
 
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fuzun

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Dec 28, 2025
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Please be careful, attempting impulsively would increase chances of failure. If you can calm down, you can make up a plan and follow it. It is the most important decision, it deserves attention. Perhaps you will maybe change mind if you give some time.
 
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dalemar

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Nov 20, 2025
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I hope you find your peace, and as the comment above states, dont rush it.
I hope everything goes according to your Will.
 
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kufajoy

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Nov 6, 2025
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Hope you have everything for your method and a perfect plan. Good luck.
 
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Terrible_Life

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Jul 3, 2025
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I think I'll do it tomorrow. At least I'll try.
I don't know what to do anymore.
Hey i am sorry :(

Whats your method and are you very anxious right now one day before this? I wonder because soon I will be in this position one night before i ctb
 
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darksouls

darksouls

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May 10, 2025
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however you decide,
I wish you the best, I hope you find relief from suffering đź«‚:heart:
 
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AS.star

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Nov 12, 2025
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Hey i am sorry :(

Whats your method and are you very anxious right now one day before this? I wonder because soon I will be in this position one night before i ctb
my heart is fragile and very problematic
some opioids and vodka will do it for me
and if not, it's okay, maybe being in hospital for some time will help me
 
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