tomorrow is my fucking birthday and the only thing i wanted was to die

[L I F E T O L O S E]

as I am stupid, I wish I was dead

 

[WornOutLife]

I know that feeling, bro.
My bday was on January, 3rd and I wanted to die but was able to have some fun thanks to alcohol.

Hope you can feel better soon.

Wish you the best.

Hugs and love!

 

[NodusTollens]

I can understand how you're feeling, birthdays are tough when all you want is to die. —hugs— Sorry you're in so much pain OP.

 

[agger466]

Mine is tomorrow as well. I have everything ready for CO CTB. I know exactly how you are feleling.

 

[Going Home]

I'm sorry that you are feeling that way. I wish you peace and a happy birthday.

 

[Ghost2211]

Happy early birthday for what it's worth. Birthdays are hard for me too, and mine falls on a holiday. You can spend your birthday with us if you like. Perhaps we can cheer you up a bit.

 

[Sherri]

dong be so hard on yourself, easier said than done I know, if you decide to leave I wish you a peaceful exit, if you decide to stay for a little longer it's ok too. You ha e people here that care about you and know what you are going through. I won't wish you happy bday, cause I dont Like When my day of birthday arrives also. Sending you a big hug.

 

[KolK]

Happy birthday.

I personally plan to CTB on my birthday, I think it is poetic and allows my life to "come a full circle".

 

[Deleted member 17949]

this is a whole mood

 

[L I F E T O L O S E]

thx all.
well happy fucking birthday too me.

 

[Teal_Blue_Dreams]

as I am stupid, I wish I was dead

I am so sorry that you feel this way. I'm sad to report that I know EXACTLY how you feel. Happy Birthday & Hugs!

 

[Pookie]

Same here. My birthday is coming up soonish and there's nothing to celebrate.

All I wanted for Christmas was death but I never got it. Death would be the best birthday present ever. I'll be free from pain and suffering.

 

[Hurt]

Mine is closer and I'm feeling more suicidal as it approaches.

 

[Red]

Mine too - as it comes closer and drifts by with no actual celebration (usually close after an equally uncelebrated Mother's Day - no mother to celebrate and unobserved by oblivious offspring) I just wish to sleep through the entire thing and then be allowed to ignore everyone else's in the same way

 

[Brokenwithbpd]

Every birthday I have, I am miserable and want to die more and not celebrate another year alive

 

[insanedoomer]

it was same for me i had a plan to ctb but it's birth day we only get worst

 

[ThrownAwayTom]

Mine is tomorrow and neither I or anyone around me could care less lmao. Its just a reminder that I haven't gone through with it yet and that I'm still a failure one year later.

I've booked tomorrow and Monday off work and I get paid, so I'm gonna get drunk, high, and eat what I want. It is what you make of it I guess.

 

[Red]

Mine is tomorrow and neither I or anyone around me could care less lmao. Its just a reminder that I haven't gone through with it yet and that I'm still a failure one year later.

I've booked tomorrow and Monday off work and I get paid, so I'm gonna get drunk, high, and eat what I want. It is what you make of it I guess.

Happy birthday for tomorrow

 

[I'm scared]

My birthday today

 

[Red]

My birthday today

Happy birthday