bloomingdark
Alex
- Jan 24, 2019
- 170
So I just had an appointment with my doctor, i told him about the right to die with dignity, not just including physical illness but also mental ones.
He didn't want to listen to me and said no person can rationally commit suicide being depressed because most of the time their thoughts are wrong , i agreed to that, he told me science researched about that and it was something more logical, i agreed with all he said, even though that i agreed I told him i didn't care about science or the mental state of the person, i just cared for their choice and them being able to do it with dignity, for me , is just dumb putting a moral judgement on wether you live or die , who am I harming? Why do I have to stay in a life i don't even want? , it's just invalid because I'm not in the right mind? So what's wrong with that? What is so bad about wanting to die.? Even if you don't have reasons or you're mentally incapable, if You're capable to say you want to die why should that be questioned?
He wanted to throw me into the psychiatric hospital but talked with my mom about not leaving me alone and keep an eye on me.
It's never going to be right.
To their eyes is not acceptable,so we have to die in painful, risky ways instead.
I'm really saddened
He didn't want to listen to me and said no person can rationally commit suicide being depressed because most of the time their thoughts are wrong , i agreed to that, he told me science researched about that and it was something more logical, i agreed with all he said, even though that i agreed I told him i didn't care about science or the mental state of the person, i just cared for their choice and them being able to do it with dignity, for me , is just dumb putting a moral judgement on wether you live or die , who am I harming? Why do I have to stay in a life i don't even want? , it's just invalid because I'm not in the right mind? So what's wrong with that? What is so bad about wanting to die.? Even if you don't have reasons or you're mentally incapable, if You're capable to say you want to die why should that be questioned?
He wanted to throw me into the psychiatric hospital but talked with my mom about not leaving me alone and keep an eye on me.
It's never going to be right.
To their eyes is not acceptable,so we have to die in painful, risky ways instead.
I'm really saddened