Told my bf and a friend

[LunaRose]

I told my bf and my friend that I am tired mentally and went on a whole 20 minute convo that ended with I want to die. They both took it hard at first but then realized that even if I'm gone we had one hell of a ride and that if I disappeared suddenly then they would forgive me.

 

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Nice to hear if your close ones truly accept your possible ctb.
Usually close ones rarely accepts these things.
Personally i wont tell anyone in real life becouse of risk of getting hospitalized or fake sympathy i would get from them