think today wil be the day, can't deal with this shit anymore, not going to wait another week just to keep waking up and going through the same shit when it's nit affecting anyone but me, what's the point, so later will be when i ctb, just hope i don't get found before i've gone
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Going with N. Got it very fast, i think in under 2 weeks to germany. funny thing, almost didnt work out today because the anti-es took to long to arrive.
Going with N. Got it very fast, i think in under 2 weeks to germany. funny thing, almost didnt work out today because the anti-es took to long to arrive.
Want to get some N over to ger too, but no money rn ^^ maybe one day, and hopefully it gets sent to me :)
the only thing that's still depressing me is that i never felt love. sure i felt love from my family but i mean the love you feel in a relationship. I envy all the people which have someone to love. since i realised i won't have that because i am ugly and a social fail i decided to CTB. this fucking feeling hurts so much that i don't even care about how my family will feel next sunday.
Felt that way too, but sometimes it hurts more to experience love and loose it if you don't like relationship hopping. If you can't find love then maybe you're not ready for it, maybe it would go wrong anyways since one has to fix himself up to a point where he's not toxic, don't know you
I wish I could go back to your point, forget that shit and just be lonely instead, since there's no available way to fix my case anymore, for me hearts can only be given away once
anyways, wish you both a safe travel, some day in July I might travel with Nembu Airlines too if customs don't get in my way
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