today to try again ...

[Mgl91]

another night looking for peace. I lost count of how many times I've been trying. Will I someday pass out? and finish ? . partial to me. looking for the points to pass out. try until it works ...

 

[Stavrogin]

What are the reasons you wish to ctb if you don't mind me asking?

 

[Mgl91]

What are the reasons you wish to ctb if you don't mind me asking?

I told you a while ago ... I summarize it, my ex ruined me with a false complaint against my small children ... they do not let me see them ... I can no longer get a job because of the background they left me .. My sister helped my ex partner do things to me that humiliated me in a thousand ways .... I lived for my children and took them ... another night that I could not leave in peace ...

 

[I screwed up]

I told you a while ago ... I summarize it, my ex ruined me with a false complaint against my small children ... they do not let me see them ... I can no longer get a job because of the background they left me .. My sister helped my ex partner do things to me that humiliated me in a thousand ways .... I lived for my children and took them ... another night that I could not leave in peace ...

I feel ur pain my friend. Separation from kids is the worst. Hope u find the peace and happiness u deserve .. Hugs . take care

 

[ebt88]

Hanging is not that easy, somehow some people get it right easily. Have you considered other methods?

 

[Stavrogin]

Hanging is not that easy, somehow some people get it right easily. Have you considered other methods?

Partial suspension is not easy because you're giving yourself the opportunity to back out.

 

[AlreadyGone]

Partial suspension is not easy because you're giving yourself the opportunity to back out.

This.

 

[Deleted member 17949]

As others have said partial is hard. Please be careful with hanging as it's a lengthy process which gives it a lot of time to go wrong.

 

[Mgl91]

Hanging is not that easy, somehow some people get it right easily. Have you considered other methods?

I have no other method. I would love to be able to get sn but it doesn't get where I live. nor buying online they send it where I live

Partial suspension is not easy because you're giving yourself the opportunity to back out.

I can be doing force for many seconds and nothing, I am moving the position of the scarf for a while and nothing, until I have to stop because of the pain in my neck ... when I drop part of my weight I only manage to despair in seconds IF it is very strong ...

As others have said partial is hard. Please be careful with hanging as it's a lengthy process which gives it a lot of time to go wrong.

it's really very difficult. It is the only method that I have to my ... you do not give yourself an idea the frustration that gives me every night that I spend hours trying without success ... waking up like today you see sad and with a damn neck pain ...

 

[ebt88]

Sorry to hear that. Where are you from?

 

[Mgl91]

Sorry to hear that. Where are you from?

Argentina

 

[MsMaudlin]

The resons you gave for wanting to CTB broke my heart. What a terrible thing to do to someone.
I'm really sorry that happened.
❤