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Vivir_O_No
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Partial hanging. I'm drinking beer right now in order to lower my inhibition.Good luck with your plan. I hope you find peace!
May I ask, what's your method?
Goodbye and good luck!Goodbye. Love you all.
Hello to everyone who commented. I admit that I failed my attempt, and that makes me feel disappointed in myself. I felt like a failure, and more so when I announced it in a comment, and it makes me very anxious to know that I'm being judged for it, but I don't know if I'm overthinking things.
The worst part was waking up to the feeling of the rope against my neck, it felt so strong, and I felt the desperation to loosen it. I blacked out for a moment, but it seems I ended up waking up. I felt shaken, I felt weird, it felt like being alive and being dead at the same time. Because I did it in the closet, a feeling of claustrophobia also came over me, plus my survival instinct seems to have triggered the moment I woke up, leaving me even more anxious. Still I didn't cry, I just felt weird, disappointed in myself for having failed.
I mustered so much will to do this, and it came to nothing. How am I supposed to move forward? This is my second time. Sometimes the pain gets the better of me, I don't know how to proceed anymore.
Nobody here is judging you, we have all been there. I would be surprised if there is anyone here who has never attempted it before. I am here because of many failed attempts (unfortunately).Hello to everyone who commented. I admit that I failed my attempt, and that makes me feel disappointed in myself. I felt like a failure, and more so when I announced it in a comment, and it makes me very anxious to know that I'm being judged for it, but I don't know if I'm overthinking things.
The worst part was waking up to the feeling of the rope against my neck, it felt so strong, and I felt the desperation to loosen it. I blacked out for a moment, but it seems I ended up waking up. I felt shaken, I felt weird, it felt like being alive and being dead at the same time. Because I did it in the closet, a feeling of claustrophobia also came over me, plus my survival instinct seems to have triggered the moment I woke up, leaving me even more anxious. Still I didn't cry, I just felt weird, disappointed in myself for having failed.
I mustered so much will to do this, and it came to nothing. How am I supposed to move forward? This is my second time. Sometimes the pain gets the better of me, I don't know how to proceed anymore.