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kunikuzushi
sause
- Jan 24, 2023
- 227
I deserve it though.
My partner can't handle me anymore and is shocked at how horrible of a person I am. Yesterday, I begged them to talk to me and told them I was panicking and needed to die and they left me for 8 hours to go have fun without me (understandable. I'm awful.) Today, my best friend of 13 years who I view as family just hit me with a "that sounds like a lot to go through. I'm going to sleep" after I went to his room crying, asking for help with a sudden anxiety attack.
Everyone is sick of me, and I don't blame them. I laugh at myself for staying alive because I didn't want to make them sad. I'm free now I guess. I can die whenever I want. Everyone is done with me. I don't have to feel guilty.
My partner can't handle me anymore and is shocked at how horrible of a person I am. Yesterday, I begged them to talk to me and told them I was panicking and needed to die and they left me for 8 hours to go have fun without me (understandable. I'm awful.) Today, my best friend of 13 years who I view as family just hit me with a "that sounds like a lot to go through. I'm going to sleep" after I went to his room crying, asking for help with a sudden anxiety attack.
Everyone is sick of me, and I don't blame them. I laugh at myself for staying alive because I didn't want to make them sad. I'm free now I guess. I can die whenever I want. Everyone is done with me. I don't have to feel guilty.