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takemenowpls
Experienced
- Aug 19, 2022
- 237
Today I woke up again just to simply exist nothing more. I don't work (can't) because of mental illness. My wife is now divorcing me so soon I will lose my home and insurance. I'm trying to look for any light at the end of the tunnel but I can't find it. I have no family and just one friend. 2 really but he is in another country. I keep asking, why keep going when there's nothing but more suffering on the way. I'm just so scared to try again based on my record of failure. Last thing I want is to be a vegetable on top of everything else. I'm so lost right now and alone. I keep looking at solutions then read about the chances of failing. Why must we be forced to suffer like this!
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