To sad to live

[Angela1987]

Hey guys, I really think about to die.
My husband left me 2 years ago for 8 month and I was near to death. Now he will do it again. It is too hard for me to live with that again. To die is ok for me. I have had a near death experience while an operation and where I can go is so much better than this Here. While the near death I had the choice to stay in (I call it like "heaven", because it was so peaceful and wonderful, no pain, no suffering or to go back to earth. The Astralbody if my husband appears, so I decide to go back to earth.
Now I think it was a big mistake to go back to earth and not to stay in heaven, because now he is going to leave me.

so I decide now to go back to "heaven".

but I am afraid to do that alone. :(
My favourite choice would be to take pills. There is a good and safe method to die fast and easy without pain. Just fall asleep and never wake up again. But I am scared to do it on my own :(

what would be your choice how to die?

 

[Raggas]

Pills aren't that good of an idea for suicide. They barely ever succeed and it causes some pain.

Sodium nitrite is my current choice.

 

[Lady black]

Sad what happened to you. But pills are the worst idea. Anything else than pills, burning yourself, or cutting wrists is a good method.

 

[Angela1987]

Pills aren't that good of an idea for suicide. They barely ever succeed and it causes some pain.

Sodium nitrite is my current choice.

How much do I need? Is it painful?
I read about a doctor how helps old people to die, suffering from dementia. He gave him diazepam 1000 mg and 6g of chloroquine. It's a secure method for dying.

Sad what happened to you. But üills are the worst idea. Anything else than pills, burning yourself, or cutting wrists is a good method.

I am to afraid of cutting myself. :(

 

[vonvonwantpeace]

Probably won't kill you pills will just make you vomit.

 

[Angela1987]

Pills aren't that good of an idea for suicide. They barely ever succeed and it causes some pain.

Sodium nitrite is my current choice.

Ah now I know what sodium nitrite is. But it is hard to get it and it is hard to get a real one and not a fake, otherwise I would prefer it too

 

[vonvonwantpeace]

lol there is no heaven for people who commit suicide, you are going to hell sweet heart.

WOW! See you in hell then.

 

[Wintergirl666]

My favorite choice is GBL also known as GHB/Liquid Ecstasy. It's legal (at least in Germany), cheap compared to N and it only takes an amount of 4ml to kill someone. GBL is used as a drug and from what I researched you fall asleep pretty fast after you've overdosed on it. While you're asleep your breathing stops and yeah... that's it^-^

 

[blahblah]

I've ordered heroin and intend to take it anally - fun! I wanted to do SN but couldn't source the anti emetics. Or N but I don't want to wait/get scammed.

 

[talktomeplease]

If you need to talk bud im here <3 don't be afraid to hit me up ill always respond to my DMs!

 

[intheend]

My favorite choice is GBL also known as GHB/Liquid Ecstasy. It's legal (at least in Germany), cheap compared to N and it only takes an amount of 4ml to kill someone. GBL is used as a drug and from what I researched you fall asleep pretty fast after you've overdosed on it. While you're asleep your breathing stops and yeah... that's it^-^

Is it legal in Germany? Where/how could I get it then?

 

[GerMann]

GBL ...an amount of 4ml to kill ....
Sorry, that is not true.

 

[Wintergirl666]

Is it legal in Germany? Where/how could I get it then?

GBL is legal, GHB not. You can buy GBL via Internet

 

[Alessa]

My favorite choice is GBL also known as GHB/Liquid Ecstasy. It's legal (at least in Germany), cheap compared to N and it only takes an amount of 4ml to kill someone. GBL is used as a drug and from what I researched you fall asleep pretty fast after you've overdosed on it. While you're asleep your breathing stops and yeah... that's it^-^

Hi wintergirl, :)
I think we liked each other before in the megapairthread.
Really interesting to read about your easy way out. Could you tell me more about it? Really interested in that one.

@Angela1987
Are you still there? You followed me a few hours ago but now your name is lined. :(

 

[Wintergirl666]

Hi wintergirl, :)
I think we liked each other before in the megapairthread.
Really interesting to read about your easy way out. Could you tell me more about it? Really interested in that one.

@Angela1987
Are you still there? You followed me a few hours ago but now your name is lined. :(

Hey there :) GBL is used as a drug but in higher doses it's used as a narcotic. I think 10ml would be enough to kill a person, but you should take a higher dose just to be sure. Alcohol increases the effects of GBL so make sure you'll get drunk or at least tipsy before taking GBL. You'll get a bit sick and nauseous but from my experience with an OD it's not too bad. After that you'll fall asleep and if you won't be found in a few hours, you'll die cuz your breathing stops.

 

[Alessa]

Hey there :) GBL is used as a drug but in higher doses it's used as a narcotic. I think 10ml would be enough to kill a person, but you should take a higher dose just to be sure. Alcohol increases the effects of GBL so make sure you'll get drunk or at least tipsy before taking GBL. You'll get a bit sick and nauseous but from my experience with an OD it's not too bad. After that you'll fall asleep and if you won't be found in a few hours, you'll die cuz your breathing stops.

I fear, I could vomit :/ Is there a way to prevent the sickness?

 

[Wintergirl666]

I fear, I could vomit :/ Is there a way to prevent the sickness?

Sure^-^ I know how to buy metos via Internet :3 I think it's only for Germany, but I'm not sure about that... I could send you the link auf the online market. (I know at least 2 persons who successfully bought their metos there)

 

[Alessa]

Gern. :)
Danke, ich weiß das zu schätzen. Ich möchte es nur ungern allein tun. In ein paar Stunden, darf ich (hoffentlich) auch PM nutzen und es reagiert jemand auf mein gesuch im Partnerthread.

 

[a.n.kirillov]

Sure^-^ I know how to buy metos via Internet :3 I think it's only for Germany, but I'm not sure about that... I could send you the link auf the online market. (I know at least 2 persons who successfully bought their metos there)

Could you PM me about the meto please?