serah
Student
- May 6, 2020
- 177
I'm so fucking tired of living. Each day blends into the day, and they feel as useless as the next. Tired of the nights spent crying convincing myself that the past years of my life have been utterly meaningless and that I should just die then and there. I never do it. I simply just cry myself to sleep and wake up the next morning convincing myself life isn't all that bad. I cling to the small little moments in my life where I don't feel like total shit. Tired of doing that and realizing that at the end of the day the only thing that has ever accompanied throughout my life are these thoughts. How worthless life is and how loneliness will follow me if I choose to go on. I'm set on partial hanging, and the final day could come sooner than I thought it would.