Venting Tired

[silentsinger]

I feel as though I am done now. I wouldn't be able to post anything the moment before I go but I feel as though my time is coming to an end very soon.

I feel at a loss for words for this.

 

[Queer_Kenny]

I feel my time is up too! One voice in my head says, "Wait a minute", while another says, "it's time! Do it!" I feel I should be listening to the second voice.

 

[silentsinger]

I know what you mean. I am seriously considering sometime over the next few days, as long as I don't back out.

 

[TheRiverStyz]

I hope it works out the way you want it to. I'm so tired all the time too, I'm waiting for one confirmation before I move on with my plans.

 

[Walilamdzi]

So tired too.

 

[silentsinger]

I hope it works out the way you want it to. I'm so tired all the time too, I'm waiting for one confirmation before I move on with my plans.

Thank you very much. I don't know if I'll have the courage to go through with it but I just can't take anymore and i wanted to have everything in place ready. I just can't believe it's come to this. I hope everything works out for you too.

 

[silentsinger]

I'm just sobbing my eyes out. I really can't do this anymore. There are a couple people I would to have seen one last time and a couple things I would like to have done. I don't mean to whine but I feel heartbroken and completely devastated. I wish i could stop crying and I wish I could go out this world having meant something to someone but everything has changed for me.

 

[CornerE]

I feel you , none of us here get what he wants or needs .
I'm sure you meant something good for many here .
I wish you get some relief soon .
Best wishes .

 

[Marawa]

I'm just sobbing my eyes out. I really can't do this anymore. There are a couple people I would to have seen one last time and a couple things I would like to have done. I don't mean to whine but I feel heartbroken and completely devastated. I wish i could stop crying and I wish I could go out this world having meant something to someone but everything has changed for me.

Everything you said - me too. Don't worry about whining that's what were here for, to navigate this treacherous decision with like minded ppl. Please post as much as you need- I'm no mods, but if it helps, just know it also helps us. So sorry you're feeling this.
I'm wavering on this weekend myself , trying to wait on supplies partners but don't know if I can.
I'm livid at the people in my life & I'm also livid at myself for feeling like I'm letting them win by ctb but what will even matter if the pain is over? you're not alone.