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This is what I experienced and caused me to back out, but does that indicate that I was doing it correctly and given more time/not backing out would fall unconscious?

I've attached image to show the positioning of the ligature.

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Hello. I'm so sorry for what has brought you here.

Yes, partial will cause those symptoms. Lack of blood to the brain can cause dizziness, confusion, tingling, a floating feeling, distorted perception of reality, etc...(some people like those symptoms because it makes you feel "high").

I get those same symptoms as well. However, I also feel like I'm suffocating when doing partial, even though I'm not compressing the windpipe. It feels like I'm not getting enough oxygen into my lungs even if my wind pipe is unobstructed. Most people don't have this happen though, or at least, they don't mention it anywhere. I just wanted to let you know In case you've felt this.



I hope you're not rushing into this. If you attempt anything, please be sure you decide to do so while in a clear mindset. Be wary of brain damage as well. You don't want to be found early(usually the brain is dead within 20 min, but give yourself an hour at least from passing out to be safe). Being a vegetable would be a far worse fate than what you are currently in.

I'm here if you need to talk at all.

Best wishes.
 
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If you feel the same suffocation feeling I've felt when testing partial, then you need A LOT more pressure. Using a rope with a lot of pressure on the arteries shouldn't make you feel like suffocating. There's simply too little time to register that cause you will usually fall unconscious within 20 seconds (wiki says abort an attempt if conscious after 1 minute) after you compressed the arteries completely.

Everyone's neck is a little different so it takes some time to find that sweet spot but the more pressure the better.

People usually mention the 'exploding head' symptom. You gotta press harder so the blood neither enters nor leaves your brain.
 
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If you feel the same suffocation feeling I've felt when testing partial, then you need A LOT more pressure. Using a rope with a lot of pressure on the arteries shouldn't make you feel like suffocating. There's simply too little time to register that cause you will usually fall unconscious within 20 seconds (wiki says abort an attempt if conscious after 1 minute) after you compressed the arteries completely.

Everyone's neck is a little different so it takes some time to find that sweet spot but the more pressure the better.
Hey. Thanks for the information. I realized that if I took a full inhale and held it in, then leaned into the rope hard and fast, I would suffocate less, mostly due to the rapid upcoming of unconsciousness like you said.

But if I was to lean into the rope more gently and breathe normally, I'd feel like I'm suffocating within 6 seconds. I think most peoples' brains don't signal the body to feel suffocation when blocking the carotids. But you and I are a select few that are sensitive to that..at least that's my take.
 
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Hey. Thanks for the information. I realized that if I took a full inhale and held it in, then leaned into the rope hard and fast, I would suffocate less, mostly due to the rapid upcoming of unconsciousness like you said.

But if I was to lean into the rope more gently and breathe normally, I'd feel like I'm suffocating within 6 seconds. I think most peoples' brains don't signal the body to feel suffocation when blocking the carotids. But you and I are a select few that are sensitive to that..at least that's my take.
Maybe we're those selected, who knows :D I start to feel that feeling after 20 or so seconds if using fingers. I was testing the partial and wasn't leaning hard into the rope so can't say anything beyond that, sorry.

What kind of force do you use? Do you press your neck against the rope or simply let the gravity pull you down while lying on the floor?

I'm going with the SN so can't really say much.
 
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Maybe we're those selected, who knows :D I start to feel that feeling after 20 or so seconds if using fingers. I was testing the partial and wasn't leaning hard into the rope so can't say anything beyond that, sorry.

What kind of force do you use? Do you press your neck against the rope or simply let the gravity pull you down while lying on the floor?

I'm going with the SN so can't really say much.

Hey. I let gravity do the work when using rope.


I use my fingers too when practicing. I used to not feel suffocation much, if at all. But one day I was practicing with my fingers and everything was normal, then suddenly, I felt like I was being suffocated. Since then, I've felt the suffocation feeling, sometimes worse than others. If I use my fingers, I feel the suffocation feeling in under 10 seconds. With rope, it's within around 6 seconds. It's a horrible feeling and makes it very hard to just pass out.

I have sn, but my meto is delayed in shipment thanks to corona. :( So if I decide to end it soon, I have to use partial hanging it seems, Or try my luck with sn without an antiemetic.


How bad is your suffocation feeling when practicing(both fingers and rope)? Is it comparable to breathing carbon dioxide from a balloon or something? Or not being able to breath at all? Or is it a slight suffocation feeling? -—Mine is almost as bad as not breathing enough oxygen. But I think breathing helps some. As soon as I let go of my Carotids, i feel like I have enough oxygen again.
 
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Hey. I let gravity do the work when using rope.


I use my fingers too when practicing. I used to not feel suffocation much, if at all. But one day I was practicing with my fingers and everything was normal, then suddenly, I felt like I was being suffocated. Since then, I've felt the suffocation feeling, sometimes worse than others. If I use my fingers, I feel the suffocation feeling in under 10 seconds. With rope, it's within around 6 seconds. It's a horrible feeling and makes it very hard to just pass out.

I have sn, but my meto is delayed in shipment thanks to corona. :( So if I decide to end it soon, I have to use partial hanging it seems, Or try my luck with sn without an antiemetic.


How bad is your suffocation feeling when practicing(both fingers and rope)? Is it comparable to breathing carbon dioxide from a balloon or something? Or not being able to breath at all? Or is it a slight suffocation feeling? -—Mine is almost as bad as not breathing enough oxygen. But I think breathing helps some. As soon as I let go of my Carotids, i feel like I have enough oxygen again.
Suffocation feeling is not that bad compared to the normal one when you don't have enough oxygen in your lungs. I can keep compressing the arteries but then get a pitachie on the face and I'm not living alone so SN is easier to me.
 
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If you feel the same suffocation feeling I've felt when testing partial, then you need A LOT more pressure. Using a rope with a lot of pressure on the arteries shouldn't make you feel like suffocating. There's simply too little time to register that cause you will usually fall unconscious within 20 seconds (wiki says abort an attempt if conscious after 1 minute) after you compressed the arteries completely.

Everyone's neck is a little different so it takes some time to find that sweet spot but the more pressure the better.

People usually mention the 'exploding head' symptom. You gotta press harder so the blood neither enters nor leaves your brain.
So then, can you take breaths while compressing arteries?
 
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So then, can you take breaths while compressing arteries?
Yes, you can. It may be a little uncomfortable but you will be able to breathe. It's all about the carotid arteries.

Night-Night is a tricky one for me, although the principle is same. You gotta use something to put the pressure exactly on the arteries or most likely your breathing will be hard, like I noticed with the Night-Night method cause wasn't using any pillows or something to direct the force to arteries and not the general area.
 
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I was still able to breathe but think if I'd have left it much longer it'd be the end for me... I suppose I may not have been putting enough pressure since my feet were still touching the floor but I found it quite scary and think if it wasn't starting to work I wouldn't have experienced these effects I guess.

I don't have the equipment for night night. I tried something with a spoon to try to tighten what I had around my neck, but it's recommended to use ratchet straps and things isn't it..?
 
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I was still able to breathe but think if I'd have left it much longer it'd be the end for me... I suppose I may not have been putting enough pressure since my feet were still touching the floor but I found it quite scary and think if it wasn't starting to work I wouldn't have experienced these effects I guess.

I don't have the equipment for night night. I tried something with a spoon to try to tighten what I had around my neck, but it's recommended to use ratchet straps and things isn't it..?
Using a ratchet strap is less irritating to the neck skin. Technically it should work the same if the the thing you span around your neck doesn't loosen up. The problem I had was to direct the most pressure on arteries and not the general area. I threw a ratchet strap off because it's not really practical. I found using rope much more efficient cause it's easier to direct force on the right area.
 
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Using a ratchet strap is less irritating to the neck skin. Technically it should work the same if the the thing you span around your neck doesn't loosen up. The problem I had was to direct the most pressure on arteries and not the general area. I threw a ratchet strap off because it's not really practical. I found using rope much more efficient cause it's easier to direct force on the right area.

What did you use with partial attempt? I've been using a pull up bar, a loop of rope, then attached to that a piece of flat rope (like a belt made from material) which I found much easier to lean on. I still have a terrible headache from yesterday's attempt.
 
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What did you use with partial attempt? I've been using a pull up bar, a loop of rope, then attached to that a piece of flat rope (like a belt made from material) which I found much easier to lean on. I still have a terrible headache from yesterday's attempt.
Yea, headache is guaranteed to me after carotid conpression. I used a charging cord. Nothing special but it was quite strong. Of course I wasn't pulling it down with a lot of force cause it's not like a big rope but I didn't have anything else at that time.
 
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After much much practice, I have been able to hit the carotid arteries almost everytime now. I feel the tingling and the whirring noise also. I find that if there is no ambient noise in the background, the intensity of the whirring is less but not much. I get the whole autoerotic asphyxiation thing now. I usually am forced let go as I begin to spasm. I am a bit concerned I may ctb before my time. I have heard from others that have experienced the same. I have never had the suffocation feeling though. I have been able to breath normally as it is just cutting off circulation back into the brain. If I hit the jugular veins, then I get the pain, massive headaches and the suffocation you speak of.
Also, looked at picture. You may need to place it a bit higher. Try using fingers first at the Adam's apple and then try the ligature at that spot.
 
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After much much practice, I have been able to hit the carotid arteries almost everytime now. I feel the tingling and the whirring noise also. I find that if there is no ambient noise in the background, the intensity of the whirring is less but not much. I get the whole autoerotic asphyxiation thing now. I usually am forced let go as I begin to spasm. I am a bit concerned I may ctb before my time. I have heard from others that have experienced the same. I have never had the suffocation feeling though. I have been able to breath normally as it is just cutting off circulation back into the brain. If I hit the jugular veins, then I get the pain, massive headaches and the suffocation you speak of.
Also, looked at picture. You may need to place it a bit higher. Try using fingers first at the Adam's apple and then try the ligature at that spot.

Hey. Thanks for sharing your experience.

I think you misunderstood the suffocation thing(you said you get it if you only block the jugulars). I don't mean the pain in your head from blocking the jugulars. That pressure buildup from not allowing blood to flow back out, due to not compressing the carotids as well. What I'm speaking of is actual suffocation. Its not painful in the sense of physical pain, such as pressure buildup. It feels like I'm not getting enough oxygen to my lungs. It's like running around and only taking half breaths. Or holding your breath for 30 seconds. It feels like your chest is suffocating and needs oxygen. The thing is, this happens to me, even if I don't compress my windpipe and only compress my carotids. It seems that most people, such as yourself, don't have this issue. But my body must be sensitive to this. When I block blood/ oxygen to the brain, my brain must signal my body (or something like that) that it's not getting oxygen, therefore it thinks I must not be breathing enough oxygen. I think that's why I feel like I'm not getting enough air, even though I can breathe fine through my windpipe.

This happens whether or not I hold my breath. However, taking a deep breath and holding it, while leaning hard and fast into the rope, seems to lower the suffocation I feel.


I'm sorry to hear that you're going to possibly ctb sooner(because that means you're suffering a lot). I wish you the best! We're here any time you need to talk.
 
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I don't like the feeling of awareness of imminent death / unconsciousness with this method, it's really off-putting. Don't know if all the other methods are that bad emotionally, because I supposed the unknown is always scary. I can't understand how people call this peaceful though, or feel like you get a 'high' from it.
 
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Does anyone else have any experiences to compare/share re partial?
 
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intentaste parcial cada noche, el sonido comenzó a desvanecerse pero el presión en mi cabeza es tan fuerte que necesito parar ... uso un cable que alarga los cables como 3 mm
este uso plan de i Cable
wile im on my knees
 

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intentaste parcial cada noche, el sonido comenzó a desvanecerse pero el presión en mi cabeza es tan fuerte que necesito parar ... uso un cable que alarga los cables como 3 mm
este uso plan de i Cable
wile im on my knees
sí es bastante difícil
 
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Hello. I'm so sorry for what has brought you here.

Yes, partial will cause those symptoms. Lack of blood to the brain can cause dizziness, confusion, tingling, a floating feeling, distorted perception of reality, etc...(some people like those symptoms because it makes you feel "high").

I get those same symptoms as well. However, I also feel like I'm suffocating when doing partial, even though I'm not compressing the windpipe. It feels like I'm not getting enough oxygen into my lungs even if my wind pipe is unobstructed. Most people don't have this happen though, or at least, they don't mention it anywhere. I just wanted to let you know In case you've felt this.



I hope you're not rushing into this. If you attempt anything, please be sure you decide to do so while in a clear mindset. Be wary of brain damage as well. You don't want to be found early(usually the brain is dead within 20 min, but give yourself an hour at least from passing out to be safe). Being a vegetable would be a far worse fate than what you are currently in.

I'm here if you need to talk at all.

Best wishes.
Thank you!
 
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I gave up on partial it's impossible for me .. so much pain..
 
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