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Metalhead

Metalhead

Born slippy
Sep 21, 2020
173
Is there a specific time of the day that you feel more suicidal?
 
annihilator

annihilator

Ϫ God made a mistake Ϫ
Jun 5, 2024
9
whenever the thoughts hit me
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
35,469
I wish to permanently cease existing at all times, I'd never wish to suffer in this existence so hopeless and undesirable, only death can bring me peace from this futile existence that caused nothing but meaningless suffering in the first place and as long as one exists there is no limit as to how much one can suffer.

I'd always prefer to peacefully not exist than to deteriorate and decay from age just to die slowly and painfully from old age, suicide is all that feels rational to me to escape from the pointless and torturous burden that is human existence, I simply wish to be unconscious for all eternity where all is finally forgotten about.
 
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Cinnamorolls

Cinnamorolls

Student
Apr 28, 2024
130
I was about to make a thread asking the same question... yes, I am far more suicidal at night than any other time. I have to take full strength sleeping pills every night to knock me out, because I'm always having panic attacks and wanting to die at bedtime. While I'm still sad the rest of the day, that intense urge to end things only hits me at that time.
 
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hajnalka

hajnalka

Member
Jun 21, 2024
19
when i wake up and realize my situation and think about the possible horrors of the future.
 
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LifeIsBS

Soon
Jun 1, 2024
102
As soon as i stop distracting myself.
 
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katara

katara

tired all the time
Mar 17, 2022
147
Sometimes if I go to bed without being tired enough and have time to think. That time can be a bad time to overthink things
 
ADBoy777

ADBoy777

Student
May 16, 2024
132
Nights hits hard.
Closing my eyes and her fake smile appears almost immediately then all those hypocrites two faces "friends"

Then the questions start to jump like why am I keeping do it why I have to go to gym tomorrow work make my money provide for my future, for who?for what? I don't want any future I just want it to end now

And for the grand final the anxiety. I must end it but I can't now I don't have all the stuff yet and it might takes some time a month, half a year maybe more than a year even, the worst part is that I don't even know

Nights are hell for me
 
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Forever Sleep

Earned it we have...
May 4, 2022
8,189
Mornings are usually pretty bad for me. I used to be such a morning person too.
 

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