Story Time to say goodbye!

[Thanatos123]

I've been in this community for a little over a year and I was welcomed, supported and loved.
My time has come and I'd like to thank every and each one of you. Thank you for showing me love, acceptance, compassion and sympathy! Thank you for teaching me and giving me all the information I needed. Thank you for answering my questions and addressing my concerns.

For those of you who might not know: I've been dealing with a disease that is affecting my vision and I'm slowly going blind. I'll be leaving my wife and parents behind and I'm grieved. I'm very young, but I can't live with this disability. I got married at a young age and my lovely wife accepted me for who I am. She knew my vision was bad and she loved me anyway. We never knew that I would start to become blind and for me is a shock. I never told her that. One of my concerns is: I won't be able to work and I don't want to be a burden on my wife and parents. Even though we were not able to have children, we were happy and we had each other. I've left them a large sum of money to support themselves and I've prepaid for my cremation.

I will ctb using CO and I've got everything ready. I don't know when exactly I will ctb, but if you don't see any posts from me within a month or so, then it means I was successful.
I've thought of this carefully and I've taken my time making this difficult decision.
Right now I shaking as I'm writing this.

I love you all

 

[WornOutLife]

I'm so sorry to hear you'll be leaving this world.
Thank you very much for your words. You're really nice.

I can do nothing but wish you lots of love and eternal peace!

Hugs!

 

[LittleBabyNothing]

i am sorry you've come to this point. Wishing you peace and love

 

[grungeCat]

I'm very sorry. I wish you peaceful travel and good luck.

 

[iwanttodie000]

I am so sorry it came to this, but I wish you a peaceful journey.

 

[Symbiote]

Sorry it has come to this. If I ever had to go blind and/or vegetable, I kill myself too. Wishing you safe travels and peace.

 

[oversizedsweaters]

I'm sorry that that happened to you. Even though I don't know you I am sad you're leaving, but I understand and respect your decision. I wish you peace and I hope everything goes according to plan!
Lots of love!

 

[Endeavour]

Sorry thanatos, I wish you the best.

 

[Trisolaris]

May you find peace.

 

[JamieD]

Living with a disability is so hard but having the courage to leave thanks absolute courage and I wish you so much peace in your journey.
You are not alone and please look down on us all. xx

 

[Zhontafly]

Very tragic. I understand how difficult this is for you, having to leave the loved ones behind. The emotional pressure is really strong and hard to deal with and get over. I hope everything works out, that your passing goes peacefully and that your family, wife and friends can come to accept this decision you have to make.

 

[6Judas6]

I've been in this community for a little over a year and I was welcomed, supported and loved.
My time has come and I'd like to thank every and each one of you. Thank you for showing me love, acceptance, compassion and sympathy! Thank you for teaching me and giving me all the information I needed. Thank you for answering my questions and addressing my concerns.

For those of you who might not know: I've been dealing with a disease that is affecting my vision and I'm slowly going blind. I'll be leaving my wife and parents behind and I'm grieved. I'm very young, but I can't live with this disability. I got married at a young age and my lovely wife accepted me for who I am. She knew my vision was bad and she loved me anyway. We never knew that I would start to become blind and for me is a shock. I never told her that. One of my concerns is: I won't be able to work and I don't want to be a burden on my wife and parents. Even though we were not able to have children, we were happy and we had each other. I've left them a large sum of money to support themselves and I've prepaid for my cremation.

I will ctb using CO and I've got everything ready. I don't know when exactly I will ctb, but if you don't see any posts from me within a month or so, then it means I was successful.
I've thought of this carefully and I've taken my time making this difficult decision.
Right now I shaking as I'm writing this.

I love you all

This life is not worth living. I wish you a good trip.

 

[lofticries]

I'm so sorry for your situation. May you go peacefully with all your problems being put to rest.

 

[MMB]

Sending you love. I understand fully your desire not to be a burden.

My situation is not a physical condition but my reason for knowing that this world is not for me is the same.

 

[Thanatos123]

Thank you all!
I wish you peace!

 

[Spitfire]

Thank you all!
I wish you peace!

Thank you,

And I love you very much!

I like the method you are choosing to use the carbon monoxide because it sounds like a peaceful way to me.

 

[awfullife]

Good luck Thanatos. I will be thinking about you. I wish God would've taken my vision and I could CTB instead of you. God speed. With love - andy

 

[Into The Void]

I've been in this community for a little over a year and I was welcomed, supported and loved.
My time has come and I'd like to thank every and each one of you. Thank you for showing me love, acceptance, compassion and sympathy! Thank you for teaching me and giving me all the information I needed. Thank you for answering my questions and addressing my concerns.

For those of you who might not know: I've been dealing with a disease that is affecting my vision and I'm slowly going blind. I'll be leaving my wife and parents behind and I'm grieved. I'm very young, but I can't live with this disability. I got married at a young age and my lovely wife accepted me for who I am. She knew my vision was bad and she loved me anyway. We never knew that I would start to become blind and for me is a shock. I never told her that. One of my concerns is: I won't be able to work and I don't want to be a burden on my wife and parents. Even though we were not able to have children, we were happy and we had each other. I've left them a large sum of money to support themselves and I've prepaid for my cremation.

I will ctb using CO and I've got everything ready. I don't know when exactly I will ctb, but if you don't see any posts from me within a month or so, then it means I was successful.
I've thought of this carefully and I've taken my time making this difficult decision.
Right now I shaking as I'm writing this.

I love you all

Sorry to see you go, it's never easy saying good bye to those you built up such a good connection with.

I was wondering though what medium you will be using for CO? Charcoal? Tank? Chemical mix?

 

[Melchoir]

May you find peace friend.

 

[Pen>Sword]

Macular degeneration is a b*tch. I feel you, even though I do not have disability myself, except for anxiety. I am hoping for your safe trip. Whether or not you CTB, you can still hang around with us. If you don't CTB, keep loving your wife. She loves you for what you are. She will understand you and your struggles. I'm sending you virtual hug and best wishes.

 

[InTheAirTonight]

I've been wanting to do the same for a while. Peace my friend

 

[Thanatos123]

Good luck Thanatos. I will be thinking about you. I wish God would've taken my vision and I could CTB instead of you. God speed. With love - andy

Please don't say that.
Thank you for your love and concern.

Sorry to see you go, it's never easy saying good bye to those you built up such a good connection with.

I was wondering though what medium you will be using for CO? Charcoal? Tank? Chemical mix?

I'll be using a portable generator in my car.

Macular degeneration is a b*tch. I feel you, even though I do not have disability myself, except for anxiety. I am hoping for your safe trip. Whether or not you CTB, you can still hang around with us. If you don't CTB, keep loving your wife. She loves you for what you are. She will understand you and your struggles. I'm sending you virtual hug and best wishes.

Thank you so much for your kind words!

 

[Thanatos123]

Update: I decided to ctb on Friday.
If you don't see a post from me after a few weeks to a month, then it means I was successful.