Chisel
My dreams where I live. My life is my nightmares
- Sep 27, 2021
- 63
Think it's time I left this world. Time and again I've proven myself not be worthy of anyone's love, trust, respect or time.
I try as hard as I can but screwing up and hurting people seems to be ingrained in me.
This time I've really made such a mess and the most precious thing I've ever had has left me. I don't have or want anything to live for.
All but my beautiful daughter.
But I'm starting to see even staying around for her is selfish too as I'm only going to do what I always do and screw shit up and just fuck her and her life up even further.
I know most will look upon my leaving as selfish, but is it not more noble to spare what little people do still care about me any shame and hurt?
I try as hard as I can but screwing up and hurting people seems to be ingrained in me.
This time I've really made such a mess and the most precious thing I've ever had has left me. I don't have or want anything to live for.
All but my beautiful daughter.
But I'm starting to see even staying around for her is selfish too as I'm only going to do what I always do and screw shit up and just fuck her and her life up even further.
I know most will look upon my leaving as selfish, but is it not more noble to spare what little people do still care about me any shame and hurt?
