HorribleFeelings1

HorribleFeelings1

Its a hard knock life
Jan 18, 2020
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I'm getting so jealous of everyone with good methods just waiting to CTB. I don't have a good suicide plan so I have to live in pain. I dig deep in the web for hours for research and preparation. The good news is that I'm getting somewhere but just wish I can have a good plan for now. The thought of one makes me so happy and comfortable. It's a dream come true for me and I'll work hard to accomplish it. Much love and support will be appreciated, would definitely give me motivation to find a good plan. Wish me luck guys!
 
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TAW122

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Aug 30, 2018
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While I have a good method, I don't have direct access to it at the moment. I also have extra hurdles to clear to get access again and also waiting for the right time. As for you, yes I wish you luck in find a method that works for you and also a good plan. There are many methods in the resources thread and there are people on here that you can ask for help. I hope you find what you are looking for and peace.
 
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HorribleFeelings1

Its a hard knock life
Jan 18, 2020
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While I have a good method, I don't have direct access to it at the moment. I also have extra hurdles to clear to get access again and also waiting for the right time. As for you, yes I wish you luck in find a method that works for you and also a good plan. There are many methods in the resources thread and there are people on here that you can ask for help. I hope you find what you are looking for and peace.
Thanks for the support! And I hope you find what you need as well (:
 
BlueWidow

BlueWidow

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Oct 6, 2019
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I hope you find a method that's right for you. I understand how frustrating it is to go through all the methods and then, once you find one, to have to do research on it and then wait for materials and so forth. It seems like a long and grueling process. We've all been there.
But, as the poster above said, it's far better to take the time to find the right method and create a good and well thought out plan so that you have less chance of failure. There are lots of knowledgeable people on here who would be happy to help and give advice and support.
Welcome to the forum! :heart: :hug:
 
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HorribleFeelings1

Its a hard knock life
Jan 18, 2020
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I hope you find a method that's right for you. I understand how frustrating it is to go through all the methods and then, once you find one, to have to do research on it and then wait for materials and so forth. It seems like a long and grueling process. We've all been there.
But, as the poster above said, it's far better to take the time to find the right method and create a good and well thought out plan so that you have less chance of failure. There are lots of knowledgeable people on here who would be happy to help and give advice and support.
Welcome to the forum! :heart: :hug:
Oh trust me I'm not rushing this in the slightest, I'm just venting about how jealous I am (in a good way!) and the current situation I am in. But thank you for the support (: I really appreciate it
 
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Backwood_tilt

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Dec 27, 2019
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I'm getting so jealous of everyone with good methods just waiting to CTB. I don't have a good suicide plan so I have to live in pain. I dig deep in the web for hours for research and preparation. The good news is that I'm getting somewhere but just wish I can have a good plan for now. The thought of one makes me so happy and comfortable. It's a dream come true for me and I'll work hard to accomplish it. Much love and support will be appreciated, would definitely give me motivation to find a good plan. Wish me luck guys!

I remember the feeling. Just a month ago i was in the same boat, and all i could do was learn how to tie a slipknot as i waited til i could CTB. Then i FAILED. Not once, not twice, but several times.

Don't worry, soon you'll be well versed in the terminology and the different methods in vogue here, and you will feel very in control having picked out the right method for yourself.
 
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HorribleFeelings1

Its a hard knock life
Jan 18, 2020
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I remember the feeling. Just a month ago i was in the same boat, and all i could do was learn how to tie a slipknot as i waited til i could CTB. Then i FAILED. Not once, not twice, but several times.

Don't worry, soon you'll be well versed in the terminology and the different methods in vogue here, and you will feel very in control having picked out the right method for yourself.
I'm sorry about how you plans went out ): I wish the best for you in whatever path you take and if you continue to CTB, I hope it is successful and peaceful, thank you for the support! Much love (: ❤️❤️
 

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