Ameya
A nobody
- Mar 22, 2021
- 130
Surprisingly I am yet not dead :/
Even tho I failed horribly in education and every aspect in live. I am a wastable human being or more of a usabel.
It honestly just hurts. I can't even make any proper connections. Everytime I find someone I can get close(friendship wise not romantic.) with, I will be thrown away after maybe a few months :D
Most people I connect with are loners, but when they find someone I am not worth their time anymore :D
Maybe I am just unable to maintain friendships I don't know. I can't force people to stay with me either. Since it just isn't right.
I don't even know why I try anymore. I am garbage ready to be thrown away
Even tho I failed horribly in education and every aspect in live. I am a wastable human being or more of a usabel.
It honestly just hurts. I can't even make any proper connections. Everytime I find someone I can get close(friendship wise not romantic.) with, I will be thrown away after maybe a few months :D
Most people I connect with are loners, but when they find someone I am not worth their time anymore :D
Maybe I am just unable to maintain friendships I don't know. I can't force people to stay with me either. Since it just isn't right.
I don't even know why I try anymore. I am garbage ready to be thrown away