Regret that now....... Felt good to have the stuff to ctb, powerfull..... I had everything I needed and I fucked it up. Seller = gone... Oh well.... If it doesn't get better I'm ctb in a year
Sleeper System
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- May 5, 2022
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Sleeper System
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dumblosergirl
girl failure
- Feb 13, 2023
- 70
I regret not buying SN while I could. The seller is long gone by now and it's harder to find sources. If I truly can't handle life, I may resort to hanging. I'm sorry you threw away your SN.
I cba to hang, not feasible for me. Sucks there's not an easy way. Good luck with whatever you do.
MrDarkness
Left sasu, to improve my life
- Jun 18, 2023
- 1,067
Tbh, throwing away it can be a step to recovery, I think their are benefits to having an method fully set it, but also down sides, like one can find peace by knowing they can leave when wanted, but also the fear of impulse. I support what ever decision you make
Definitely a double edged sword. If I had found this site when I was younger I'd be gone right now 100%. Part of me wants to recover and the other part knows it won't happen. Even if I "recover" and achieve what I want there will still be stuff that lingers. We will see in a year
MrDarkness
Left sasu, to improve my life
- Jun 18, 2023
- 1,067
yeah i feel that, life is one giant guessing gameDefinitely a double edged sword. If I had found this site when I was younger I'd be gone right now 100%. Part of me wants to recover and the other part knows it won't happen. Even if I "recover" and achieve what I want there will still be stuff that lingers. We will see in a year
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