Venting Thoughts

[Baron]

I hate myself. I keep thinking about life and stuff, I hate it. I just want to die, but I don't do it. It hurts, knowing youre weak, knowing youre a failure and despite all that I still didn't kill myself. Ahhhhhhhhhh it makes my head hurt. All this thinking, all these scenarios I am imagining in my head. Why does everything have to be so painful, so draining. Now I'm back here venting and complaining. The cycle never stops. Too many thoughts, I will stop now.