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joedabest123
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- Jun 22, 2024
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Hi I am 28 living in the United Kingdom and ever since I was attacked with a machete I have had constant thoughts of suicide I am still in good health but the attack left a scar on my face and it has just changed my entire persona as a person I constantly gamble to escape my feelings which just makes everything worse I am trying so hard to get better and not feel the way I feel anymore but sometimes it just feels like I am fighting a losing battle I don't want to miss out on what life may have to offer me I still believe there is good out there in the world I have been going through these feelings for 3-4 years now and sometimes I feel better but I always return to a baseline of feeling depressed and hopeless I'm hoping one day I can become financially and mentally stable but it just seems so impossible does anyone have any advice for me how I can get out of feeling such crippling depression and low self esteem
This is a picture of what I look like in case anyone is wondering
This is a picture of what I look like in case anyone is wondering
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