Life_and_Death
Do what's best for you 🕯️ Sometimes I'm stressed
- Jul 1, 2020
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My loved ones think i should get a brain scan, make sure i dont/didnt have a concussion or something. Why? Why not just make it worse? Whys it matter? Maybe ill break it just right and lose the ability to speak. Then i wont be a problem for people anymore.
Idc if it made this mostly stop (at least dull it down) i dont want to go back on my meds.
And then theres the ptsd. Whyd you stop? You called my bf saying i give great bjs after threating to rape me. You put a trojan on my computer then messaged me followed by messaging my bf. And then it all just stopped. At this point, years later, im either offically crazy and you just left me alone. Or youve been reading everything. And you know its about you. And youve just been sitting back and laughing. "Lol stupid girl". Well FUCK YOU!!! I dont have proof but i know it was you. I know it was all you. Youre the only one that would. The only one that had access. Youre fucking scum and i hate how i feel about it all...
I just want to bury all my problems. Just forget about them. Lalalalalalala they dont exist lalalalalalalalala. I dont care if it just destroys me more. Ill drink and cut and smoke up all i want. Fuck it fuck it fuck it fuck it
Idc if it made this mostly stop (at least dull it down) i dont want to go back on my meds.
And then theres the ptsd. Whyd you stop? You called my bf saying i give great bjs after threating to rape me. You put a trojan on my computer then messaged me followed by messaging my bf. And then it all just stopped. At this point, years later, im either offically crazy and you just left me alone. Or youve been reading everything. And you know its about you. And youve just been sitting back and laughing. "Lol stupid girl". Well FUCK YOU!!! I dont have proof but i know it was you. I know it was all you. Youre the only one that would. The only one that had access. Youre fucking scum and i hate how i feel about it all...
I just want to bury all my problems. Just forget about them. Lalalalalalala they dont exist lalalalalalalalala. I dont care if it just destroys me more. Ill drink and cut and smoke up all i want. Fuck it fuck it fuck it fuck it