Thought I could carry on

[GravityUtilizer]

But not sure how much longer I can carry on for. I mean it's been 35 years looking for happiness. What more can I do?

 

[Good4Nothing]

Same boat. Just longer afloat.

 

[Ghost2211]

Who knows what's over horizon.

 

[Kramer]

Chasing happiness was never the goal. Chase purpose and fulfillment. The hedonic treadmill will only lead you to misery.

 

[SmellyRat]

Us alcoholics need to stick together

 

[GravityUtilizer]

Us alcoholics need to stick together

Ha maybe. Booze will only get us so far though I think.

 

[woxihuanni]

Chasing happiness was never the goal. Chase purpose and fulfillment. The hedonic treadmill will only lead you to misery.

A lesson somebody in this house will learn shortly when they discover smurf.

 

[Silvermorning]

Who knows what's over horizon.

More pain and dissapointment.

 

[MrBlue]

You should recognise how strong you are for fighting as long as you have @GravityUtilizer, it takes grit for any of us on this site to hang on feeling like we do.

I've always known that I'll ctb eventually, it's just a question of how long I can hold on for. Doubt I'll personally make it past 30, or 25 even.

 

[Merlay]

Perhaps you're in a wrong train, and it's okay. I hope you don't stop looking and be able to get off in the right station.

 

[Good4Nothing]

A lesson somebody in this house will learn shortly when they discover smurf.

Smurf?

 

[woxihuanni]

Smurf?

You know, blue with SN. Dead. As a doornail. Quite the stiff.

 

[Good4Nothing]

You know, blue with SN. Dead. As a doornail. Quite the stiff.

Oh, okay, thanks. You have quite a way with words, I don't always know how to read what you write. That's not a criticism, it's a compliment. I find your posts rather poetic.

 

[woxihuanni]

Oh, okay, thanks. You have quite a way with words, I don't always know how to read what you write. That's not a criticism, it's a compliment. I find your posts rather poetic.

Thank you, that gave me a smile :)

 

[Garbage Person]

Sorry you're having a rough time, you're doing the best you can to keep going. For what it's worth, I enjoy your posts and I'm glad you're around, selfish as it is. I feel like this post doesn't really contribute anything, but I can relate here at 31.