This will tell my age if you know when Woodstock happened

[RW__Asher23]

So when I came here I had no idea how old anyone is here but I think by posting a few pictures of my 18th Birthday present which was a concert that lasted 3 day and nights.. They called it Woodstock. Aug. 15th My Birthday, also my 18th birthday. My friends and girlfriend bought tickets for it and we drove there in my old car I restored . We had to park 1 mile away from the place because there was no way to get any closer. Cars, vans, motorcycles, trucks all just left along the side of the road. The concert planners said about 60,ooo people would show up. They were wrong it was and still holds the record for the biggest live concert in rock history. Over 500,000 showed up. Tickets were useless they just let the people in. It lasted the 3 days and nights and one more . More music artist showed up than ever planned. It was the best birthday party I could have asked for.! Here a couple pictures. Yes I am old and my CTB will happen August, 2023. Whatever you decide to do I wish you the best journey and true Peace when you get to where you are going in life or the other side.

 

[GasMonkey]

What's your method?

 

[jodes2]

Holy shit that must have been awesome. I hope you did lots of drugs I'm sorry you want to CTB, it seems like such a waste when you could get so much enjoyment. I hope you change your mind

 

[lukas19]

So when I came here I had no idea how old anyone is here but I think by posting a few pictures of my 18th Birthday present which was a concert that lasted 3 day and nights.. They called it Woodstock. Aug. 15th My Birthday, also my 18th birthday. My friends and girlfriend bought tickets for it and we drove there in my old car I restored . We had to park 1 mile away from the place because there was no way to get any closer. Cars, vans, motorcycles, trucks all just left along the side of the road. The concert planners said about 60,ooo people would show up. They were wrong it was and still holds the record for the biggest live concert in rock history. Over 500,000 showed up. Tickets were useless they just let the people in. It lasted the 3 days and nights and one more . More music artist showed up than ever planned. It was the best birthday party I could have asked for.! Here a couple pictures. Yes I am old and my CTB will happen August, 2023. Whatever you decide to do I wish you the best journey and true Peace when you get to where you are going in life or the other side. View attachment 105015

So you are 72?

 

[RW__Asher23]

So you are 72?

71

Holy shit that must have been awesome. I hope you did lots of drugs I'm sorry you want to CTB, it seems like such a waste when you could get so much enjoyment. I hope you change your mind

The music kept coming until 2 am. then some slept some just party or get high or eat then start again with awesome music etc. Jimi Hendrix, Janis Joplin,

• "The Star-Spangled Banner," Jimi Hendrix.
• "I Want to Take You Higher," Sly and the Family Stone.
• "With a Little Help From My Friends," Joe Cocker.
• "Freedom," Richie Havens.
• "Soul Sacrifice," Santana.
• "My Generation," The Who.
• "Suite: Judy Blue Eyes," Crosby, Stills & Nash. just a few and 76 more famous then and now. It was Awesome!! Oh, yes we did drugs but also some acid Purple Haze and Orange Sunshine. That was first day I could not do more. Acid back then was 12 -24 hours trip to wherever your mind would take you. Some good some really bad. I was lucky good one. Smoke weed Gonge from Jamaica. Amazingly it was also totally peaceful crowd. One or two fights short lived. Among 500,000 pretty good. Eh? But life after that led to military and then home and cheating g/f and family disowned me and even the American people many who called us names who came home after fighting and dead. Called baby killers and murders. We were not like by our own people. This country. Many did love us but many more hated that war and anyone who went there or even served in the military. Viet Nam. Then became homeless for long time etc etc. Long story. My life should have ended long ago. Not that I didn't try. Anyway, Thank You. Hope you find your Peace and better life. Or peaceful cross over. Peace.

So you are 72?

71

 

[lukas19]

71

The music kept coming until 2 am. then some slept some just party or get high or eat then start again with awesome music etc. Jimi Hendrix, Janis Joplin,

• "The Star-Spangled Banner," Jimi Hendrix.
• "I Want to Take You Higher," Sly and the Family Stone.
• "With a Little Help From My Friends," Joe Cocker.
• "Freedom," Richie Havens.
• "Soul Sacrifice," Santana.
• "My Generation," The Who.
• "Suite: Judy Blue Eyes," Crosby, Stills & Nash. just a few and 76 more famous then and now. It was Awesome!! Oh, yes we did drugs but also some acid Purple Haze and Orange Sunshine. That was first day I could not do more. Acid back then was 12 -24 hours trip to wherever your mind would take you. Some good some really bad. I was lucky good one. Smoke weed Gonge from Jamaica. Amazingly it was also totally peaceful crowd. One or two fights short lived. Among 500,000 pretty good. Eh? But life after that led to military and then home and cheating g/f and family disowned me and even the American people many who called us names who came home after fighting and dead. Called baby killers and murders. We were not like by our own people. This country. Many did love us but many more hated that war and anyone who went there or even served in the military. Viet Nam. Then became homeless for long time etc etc. Long story. My life should have ended long ago. Not that I didn't try. Anyway, Thank You. Hope you find your Peace and better life. Or peaceful cross over. Peace.

71

Are you planning to CTB on your 72nd birthday?

 

[RW__Asher23]

So you are 72?

71

What's your method?

Gun but I have been to The Royal Gorge Bridge and Amusement Park so if no gun available this would be the choice. Guaranteed fatal. I read 3 people have jumped, the railing is only waist high. They were torn apart by wind and rocks. It is 1000 feet to the bottom. And if not that then I am a Hang Glider and will just crash my glider at 5000 feet. Peace.

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Are you planning to CTB on your 72nd birthday?

yes These are more definate end. I shot myself years ago lost hearing and gradually lost almost all in one ear other one 80% I am Deaf, but sign. ASL. That is my language when not typing. Peace.

 

[Rocinante]

Did you see CCR?

 

[lukas19]

71

Gun but I have been to The Royal Gorge Bridge and Amusement Park so if no gun available this would be the choice. Guaranteed fatal. I read 3 people have jumped, the railing is only waist high. They were torn apart by wind and rocks. It is 1000 feet to the bottom. And if not that then I am a Hang Glider and will just crash my glider at 5000 feet. Peace.

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yes These are more definate end. I shot myself years ago lost hearing and gradually lost almost all in one ear other one 80% I am Deaf, but sign

71

Gun but I have been to The Royal Gorge Bridge and Amusement Park so if no gun available this would be the choice. Guaranteed fatal. I read 3 people have jumped, the railing is only waist high. They were torn apart by wind and rocks. It is 1000 feet to the bottom. And if not that then I am a Hang Glider and will just crash my glider at 5000 feet. Peace.

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yes These are more definate end. I shot myself years ago lost hearing and gradually lost almost all in one ear other one 80% I am Deaf, but sign. ASL. That is my language when not typing. Peace.

71

Gun but I have been to The Royal Gorge Bridge and Amusement Park so if no gun available this would be the choice. Guaranteed fatal. I read 3 people have jumped, the railing is only waist high. They were torn apart by wind and rocks. It is 1000 feet to the bottom. And if not that then I am a Hang Glider and will just crash my glider at 5000 feet. Peace.

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yes These are more definate end. I shot myself years ago lost hearing and gradually lost almost all in one ear other one 80% I am Deaf, but sign. ASL. That is my language when not typing. Peace.

Is my 55th birthday this August about 20yrs past my BBE. Hopefully I will have CTB before then. Not scared of dying but i'm scared of attempting and leaving myself permanently injured. What a nightmare! to have pulled the trigger, hear a bang, go into oblivion to only pulled back to a world of pain and misery. Have only come here to find methods (both of my attempts failed due to lack of knowledge) but I found myself interested by the people on this site. Can i ask, why do you want to CTB? And when first did you realise you wanted to CTB?
I prefer speaking to older people on here (i.e 40+) as much hypocritical as it sounds I disagree with someone who wants to CTB but is only a teenager (not that I would try to talk them out of it, their choice) Things can drastically change when you are young but after middle age it is only downwards.
Better luck for both of us next time.

 

[RW__Asher23]

Did you see CCR?

Yes and many more but they were awesome!
It was impossible to avoid hearing Creedence Clearwater Revival on the radio in the summer of 1969, and many in attendance at Woodstock recall the band's performance late in the night of the Saturday/early Sunday performances as among the best of the festival.

Is my 55th birthday this August about 20yrs past my BBE. Hopefully I will have CTB before then. Not scared of dying but i'm scared of attempting and leaving myself permanently injured. What a nightmare! to have pulled the trigger, hear a bang, go into oblivion to only pulled back to a world of pain and misery. Have only come here to find methods (both of my attempts failed due to lack of knowledge) but I found myself interested by the people on this site. Can i ask, why do you want to CTB? And when first did you realise you wanted to CTB?
I prefer speaking to older people on here (i.e 40+) as much hypocritical as it sounds I disagree with someone who wants to CTB but is only a teenager (not that I would try to talk them out of it, their choice) Things can drastically change when you are young but after middle age it is only downwards.
Better luck for both of us next time.

There isn't enough room here to tell the whole story. But first time I thought about ctb was during my time in the service. Then few years later a series of life changing things that just added to the PTSD and Depression I already had. Homeless, drugs, Stabbed left for dead in a dumpster, Raped, lost my girlfriend to suicide and on and on ,,,,, you get the picture. Now Deaf Depressed horriffic dreams from war and rape and suicide and my own failed suicide etc. Could go one but I have been around longer than I want. I worry for my Grandkids though. Many more but think you can get the picture. Peace. Wish you the best no matter what you do ctb or wait or . Just hope you find Peace.

Did you see CCR?

Yes Here photo at Woodstock I was sitting / standing near the towers. We climbed them to get good view. 500,000 strong their largest crowd ever.

 

[Rocinante]

Yes and many more but they were awesome!
It was impossible to avoid hearing Creedence Clearwater Revival on the radio in the summer of 1969, and many in attendance at Woodstock recall the band's performance late in the night of the Saturday/early Sunday performances as among the best of the festival.

There isn't enough room here to tell the whole story. But first time I thought about ctb was during my time in the service. Then few years later a series of life changing things that just added to the PTSD and Depression I already had. Homeless, drugs, Stabbed left for dead in a dumpster, Raped, lost my girlfriend to suicide and on and on ,,,,, you get the picture. Now Deaf Depressed horriffic dreams from war and rape and suicide and my own failed suicide etc. Could go one but I have been around longer than I want. I worry for my Grandkids though. Many more but think you can get the picture. Peace. Wish you the best no matter what you do ctb or wait or . Just hope you find Peace.

Yes Here photo at Woodstock I was sitting / standing near the towers. We climbed them to get good view. 500,000 strong their largest crowd ever. View attachment 105019

They looked cool. I want born then but have seen videos and think their performances was the best. Or my favorite, I should say.