Story This will be my last post on this site

[SuicideMonkey123]

I am at a point in life where this forum has a large impact on my life - whether it has helped me or not, I am not sure. I am not sure if I have become better or worse since I joined this site. But one thing I am sure about is that I can't continue on like this. I am just getting tired of all this. So I will delete this account today, and I hope to never meet you guys again( I am not saying this in a bad way, but either I will recover or I will be dead, hence that).

Maybe I will complete my engineering , have fun, get a job, a partner, immigrate ( sorry folks but India is a shitty place to live in), marry, have kids, die. Or just get a job here, get a partner, have kids, have fun, die. Or maybe I will just skip all the steps and just die. I am in contact with a dealer who has some hard drugs to sell, so fingers crossed for OD.


Thanks to everyone I have interacted with.
To the mods and admins, thanks for maintaining this site.

Well I had a lot to write, but I was never good with words. Just leave anything you want to say to me here, I would like that. Sorry if I sound desperate for attention. I will deactivate my account at 2359GMT, Oct 4, 2020.

Thanks again. Adios.

Edit - I had joined way back in January, 2020 but I lost my previous account, in case one is wondering why I seem so attached to this site.

 

[Squiddy]

Good luck. I wish you peace in whatever you decide to do

 

[Deleted member 19654]

whatever happens and whichever path you choose to take, I wish you all the best

 

[KleinerWolf]

I wish you the very best.

 

[Lilacmoon]

Good luck, whatever you choose!

 

[Ksab]

I am at a point in life where this forum has a large impact on my life - whether it has helped me or not, I am not sure. I am not sure if I have become better or worse since I joined this site. But one thing I am sure about is that I can't continue on like this. I am just getting tired of all this. So I will delete this account today, and I hope to never meet you guys again( I am not saying this in a bad way, but either I will recover or I will be dead, hence that).

Maybe I will complete my engineering , have fun, get a job, a partner, immigrate ( sorry folks but India is a shitty place to live in), marry, have kids, die. Or just get a job here, get a partner, have kids, have fun, die. Or maybe I will just skip all the steps and just die. I am in contact with a dealer who has some hard drugs to sell, so fingers crossed for OD.

To my first friend on this forum , @Ksab - thanks for everything. Maybe I was a chutiya.
And to everyone else I have interacted with.
To the mods and admins, thanks for maintaining this site.

Well I had a lot to write, but I was never good with words. Just leave anything you want to say to me here, I would like that. Sorry if I sound desperate for attention. I will deactivate my account at 2359GMT, Oct 4, 2020.

Thanks again. Adios.

Edit - I had joined way back in January, 2020 but I lost my previous account, in case one is wondering why I seem so attached to this site.

Convo left kardiye ho, ye bolna tha.
Well, jo bhi kar raha h, soch samaj ke kar, police ke haathe mat padh ja.

 

[VIBRITANNIA]

i wish you the best, whatever you decide.

 

[ForcedLifeResistant]

Whatever you do, consider not having kids. Your dice were rolled and you ended up on SS. You may have the best of intentions as a parent but you can't predict what's going to happen to any new lives you spawn. They might end up worse off than you ever were. You take a big risk and every life is tragic in its own way.

In any event, fare ye well fellow ape.

 

[grungeCat]

I wish you all the best in anything you decide to do. Goodbye!

 

[KleinerWolf]

Whatever you do, consider not having kids. Your dice were rolled and you ended up on SS. You may have the best of intentions as a parent but you can't predict what's going to happen to any new lives you spawn. They might end up worse off than you ever were. You take a big risk and every life is tragic in its own way.

In any event, fare ye well fellow ape.

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