asani

asani

Fluttershy girl. October 1st is my day.
Sep 11, 2020
56
Hey there. You probably don't know me and don't remember me, but I'm getting my SN tomorrow. From Saturday I start CTBing like in Stan's Guide.
I will write another thread in the evening of Sunday before taking SN. Thank you everyone and good luck in whatever you're doing.
 
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almost_dead

almost_dead

Arcanist
Aug 7, 2020
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Hey there. You probably don't know me and don't remember me, but I'm getting my SN tomorrow. From Saturday I start CTBing like in Stan's Guide.
I will write another thread in the evening of Sunday before taking SN. Thank you everyone and good luck in whatever you're doing.

I remember you , you told us that your family thinks you are useless and can't do anything right , be it studying or work . Also none of us gave you any proper advice (sorry for that) . I just want to say that i will remember you here and will miss you . Hope you find peace :heart:
 
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asani

asani

Fluttershy girl. October 1st is my day.
Sep 11, 2020
56
I remember you , you told us that your family thinks you are useless and can't do anything right , be it studying or work . Also none of us gave you any proper advice (sorry for that) . I just want to say that i will remember you here and will miss you . Hope you find peace :heart:
It's okay, I don't really hope for anything anymore, no one has to help me or something. I'm just glad that I can write my thoughts and plans here. Maybe someone will remember me at least on this site, who knows. But thank you for good words.
 
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Ready2GoNow

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Sep 10, 2020
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Our paths haven't crossed until now, but I'll remember you. I'm sorry life brought you to this, I hope you find everything you're looking for on the other side
 
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asani

asani

Fluttershy girl. October 1st is my day.
Sep 11, 2020
56
Our paths haven't crossed until now, but I'll remember you. I'm sorry life brought you to this, I hope you find everything you're looking for on the other side
Thank you for this. I will try my best.
 
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VIBRITANNIA

VIBRITANNIA

lelouch. any pronouns. pfp is by pixiv id 3217872.
Aug 10, 2020
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i'm sorry things have to be this way, but i hope when the time comes, your journey is peaceful. ♥️
 
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Ghost2211

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Jan 20, 2020
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We haven't talked a lot, but I do remember you. I hope your journey is swift and peaceful.
 
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asani

asani

Fluttershy girl. October 1st is my day.
Sep 11, 2020
56
Thank you everyone. It means a lot to me, really.
 
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Ulisses

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Feb 21, 2020
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let it be serene and painless. we will miss you here in the family
 
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Lilacmoon

Lilacmoon

Beautiful moon, take me away.
Sep 23, 2020
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We never spoke, but I'll remember you. Good luck, and best wishes for a swift trip and painless journey.
 
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asani

Fluttershy girl. October 1st is my day.
Sep 11, 2020
56
Update on the post, guys. I guess my CTB is not going to happen this weekend. I fell from the second floor on my work (repair workers removed the stairs and I didn't notice it, I was used to it being there so I didn't look).
My leg got swallowed, now it hurts. Probably won't be able to walk tomorrow. I hope it wasn't broken, otherwise I'm stuck for some weeks.
I got really scared when I fell, it was more fear than pain. Don't worry, I called my sister right away and she and her husband helped me got up and bring bandages. Right now I'm laying on the coach.
I hope I will be able to pick up my SN soon. Thank you.
 
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Lilacmoon

Lilacmoon

Beautiful moon, take me away.
Sep 23, 2020
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Take care, asani. That's such a frustrating coincidence to happen.
 
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almost_dead

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Aug 7, 2020
465
sending love :heart::heart::heart::heart:
 
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sadworld

existence is a nightmare
Aug 25, 2020
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I hope everything goes planned for you and i hope you'll find peace :hug: :heart:
 
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cazwiz

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Feb 25, 2020
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Good opportunity to sue and enjoy some spending money until you're ready again
 
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asani

asani

Fluttershy girl. October 1st is my day.
Sep 11, 2020
56
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update guys! I finally got my SN and other medication to go through CTB peacefully. I don't know when I will do it but I will certainly let you know. Thank you for staying with me. :)
 
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almost_dead

almost_dead

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Aug 7, 2020
465
noooo we will miss you ;-; Dont leave us
 
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mr.smileysad

Student
Aug 29, 2020
180
I never knew you but I hope you find something better on the other side and I want you to know I will never forget you
 
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I'm exhausted

Living in constant fear. I need cats!!
Jul 12, 2019
596
I don't know you but your pain is heartbreaking. I feel your pain especially through your picture. Wish you didn't have to but I understand why. I wish the best for you.

P.S. when I was thinking of CTB, I was really lonely so I planned to go with my stuffed teddies. ❤
 
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asani

asani

Fluttershy girl. October 1st is my day.
Sep 11, 2020
56
Asani!!! Would you mind sharing a photo with us before you CTB? Or something to remember you with? ¶¬¶
Sorry for being annoying lol
What kind of photo?
 
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Silver

Silver

The 21st century is when everything changes
Aug 8, 2020
745
How is your leg now, @asani ?
 
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asani

asani

Fluttershy girl. October 1st is my day.
Sep 11, 2020
56
How is your leg now, @asani ?
it's actually good, just hurts when I move it to different angles but I can walk and it hurts rarely. Thank you for asking. :)
 
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Silver

Silver

The 21st century is when everything changes
Aug 8, 2020
745
it's actually good, just hurts when I move it to different angles but I can walk and it hurts rarely. Thank you for asking. :)
That's good! I remember you coming into chat about it because a couple of days earlier I'd sprained my ankle.
 
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Lilacmoon

Lilacmoon

Beautiful moon, take me away.
Sep 23, 2020
1,308
bye asani, I remember you from the chatroom. I'll miss and remember you, good luck!
 
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Ghost2211

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Jan 20, 2020
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What kind of photo?
Wow, yeah.... don't post a pic for your safety. It's creepy someone asked. I hope you find peace, and good to hear things are going more the direction you want.
 
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almost_dead

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Aug 7, 2020
465
that photo comment got removed lol
 
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LetzteAusfahrt

LetzteAusfahrt

Swiss gay, will definitely ctb on October 10th
Jun 27, 2020
590
Hey there. You probably don't know me and don't remember me, but I'm getting my SN tomorrow. From Saturday I start CTBing like in Stan's Guide.
I will write another thread in the evening of Sunday before taking SN. Thank you everyone and good luck in whatever you're doing.
You won't have to travel alone, I'll come with you. My bus also runs on Sunday evening.
:heart:
 
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asani

asani

Fluttershy girl. October 1st is my day.
Sep 11, 2020
56
You won't have to travel alone, I'll come with you. My bus also runs on Sunday evening.
:heart:
You have to catch up with me, friend. My bus runs tomorrow. But I will wait for you there. :)
 
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I'm exhausted

Living in constant fear. I need cats!!
Jul 12, 2019
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I'm saddened by this. I hope you have a safe journey. We will still be here for you if you change your mind.
 
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infinitelove

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Sep 23, 2020
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Wishing you a smooth and peaceful transition. All the best to you on your journey - big hugs :heart:
 
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