This site is so addictive

[walkingdead2023]

I don't know if it's because I'm seeing others like me or it's because we express our suicidal ideations without any judgment but I'm on this site 24/7 now!

 

[kermudgeon]

Yep. It's helped me a ton in the short time I've been on it

 

[Doemu]

Same, I feel it like a home. The place were I'm safe and comfortable.

 

[Toobrokentofix]

I can't help myself but keep coming back. It's the only safe place I can vent about feeling suicidal without judgement and see other people going through similar feelings which makes me feel less alone.

 

[walkingdead2023]

I can't help myself but keep coming back. It's the only safe place I can vent about feeling suicidal without judgement and see other people going through similar feelings which makes me feel less alone.

Seeing others with the same thoughts and feelings helped me too.. it normalize how we feel giving this toxic works we're living in

 

[ijustwishtodie]

Yeah, I didn't think I'd ever be addicted to anything honestly but here I am. I remember back at school and college where teachers would, near the exam season, occasionally remind us to not get addicted to social media as it means we don't get enough time to study and blah blah blah. I didn't really listen to it more than what I wrote down here as all I thought was that it didn't apply to me at all. I never had social media prior to high school or college so I didn't even know what it was like to get addicted to social media.

Whilst I don't fully consider this site as a type of social media, I still have been addicted to this site

 

[notforl0ng]

Same here man. Judgment free zone. Letting things out that I haven't been able to since the last time I was committed to the psych ward involuntarily feels good. I'm gonna be here a lot for the next three weeks until the SN arrives.

 

[walkingdead2023]

Yeah, I didn't think I'd ever be addicted to anything honestly but here I am. I remember back at school and college where teachers would, near the exam season, occasionally remind us to not get addicted to social media as it means we don't get enough time to study and blah blah blah. I didn't really listen to it more than what I wrote down here as all I thought was that it didn't apply to me at all. I never had social media prior to high school or college so I didn't even know what it was like to get addicted to social media.

Whilst I don't fully consider this site as a type of social media, I still have been addicted to this site

Me too! I normally enjoy going out and do things with my friends, lately isolating myself from work to home and I just stay here and I think also because people over here are so innocents and hurt just like me..

 

[Praestat_Mori]

When being "addicted to SaSu" helps you to cope with your life then it's a good thing better than being addicted to drugs or to CTB.

 

[UKscotty]

Despite what the media says, this site probably saves more people than any other therapy.

Even the so called pro death mob are still here after years, so something must be working.

I guess it's why things like AA and NA are also so successful, being with like minded people on the recovery journey.

 

[walkingdead2023]

When being "addicted to SaSu" helps you to cope with your life then it's a good thing better than being addicted to drugs or to CTB.

I agree! It works as a therapy.. because really in order for you to get the help you need, they pair you with peer specialist but here we are getting it for free

 

[Toobrokentofix]

I joined here over 3.5years ago and have not used it during periods I didn't feel suicidal. The feelings always return though, hence so do I

 

[walkingdead2023]

I joined here over 3.5years ago and have not used it during periods I didn't feel suicidal. The feelings always return though, hence so do I

I came here 10 months ago so almost a year and I'm still here I didn't kms but I feel more stable and confident with my SI I'm not planning on living I actively looking for peaceful way to do it but I'm glad I was able to meet beautiful people outside my culture and miserable material family..

Despite what the media says, this site probably saves more people than any other therapy.

Even the so called pro death mob are still here after years, so something must be working.

I guess it's why things like AA and NA are also so successful, being with like minded people on the recovery journey.

I agree with you! I don't read from the media they are obviously don't know what they are talking about

Same here man. Judgment free zone. Letting things out that I haven't been able to since the last time I was committed to the psych ward involuntarily feels good. I'm gonna be here a lot for the next three weeks until the SN arrives.

I'm glad we all share the same feelings! Thank you for sharing

 

[Katdogg]

I wonder how the "Pro Death Mob" exist day to day? ... like can they even enjoy a slice of pizza? Do they hate pizza?

 

[divinemistress36]

There's better advice on here than any therapist or doctor has ever given Me

 

[walkingdead2023]

I wonder how the "Pro Death Mob" exist day to day? ... like can they even enjoy a slice of pizza? Do they hate

There's better advice on here than any therapist or doctor has ever given Me

Yes!!! I totally agree with you

 

[LoiteringClouds]

I don't know if it's because I'm seeing others like me or it's because we express our suicidal ideations without any judgment but I'm on this site 24/7 now!

Hello @walkingdead2023,
I'm glad that this place is helping you -
On this forum I have felt so free!
I found this website addictive, too.

I think we've given little respect,
In this dog-eat-dog race called life.
There's nothing losers can expect.
It's just a torture or endless strife.

For me, this place came with great surprise -
Finally compassion is our prize!
There is help - someone is at our side -
Glory to Sanctioned Suicide!


I can wax lyrical about how much I love this community. I'm trying to recover, and this place has been invaluable.
I had posted poems "Glory to Sanctioned Suicide!" thrice before, so this is my fourth one. Let's see if somebody call me weird, stupid, delusional etc...

 

[Final_Choice]

I agree, it's very freeing not having to hold back your thoughts and being able to say what you think.

 

[walkingdead2023]

Hello @walkingdead2023,
I'm glad that this place is helping you -
On this forum I have felt so free!
I found this website addictive, too.

I think we've given little respect,
In this dog-eat-dog race called life.
There's nothing losers can expect.
It's just a torture or endless strife.

For me, this place came with great surprise -
Finally compassion is our prize!
There is help - someone is at our side -
Glory to Sanctioned Suicide!


I can wax lyrical about how much I love this community. I'm trying to recover, and this place has been invaluable.
I had posted poems "Glory to Sanctioned Suicide!" thrice before, so this is my fourth one. Let's see if somebody call me weird, stupid, delusional etc...

Hey @LoiteringClouds thank you so much for sharing! Dog eat dog is a great example of what we're dealing with in this thing called " life" I'm going to look for your poems

I agree, it's very freeing not having to hold back your thoughts and being able to say what you think.

It's like you're talking to yourself but out loud! Thanks for sharing

 

[LoiteringClouds]

Hey @LoiteringClouds thank you so much for sharing! Dog eat dog is a great example of what we're dealing with in this thing called " life" I'm going to look for your poems

It's like you're talking to yourself but out loud! Thanks for sharing

Thank you so much
Please let me know if I'm speaking in double Dutch ;)

 

[walkingdead2023]

Thank you so much
Please let me know if I'm speaking in double Dutch ;)

Ok lol

 

[4everDone]

This place is my home and I love it and everyone in it

 

[walkingdead2023]

This place is my home and I love it and everyone in it

This place is my home and I love it and everyone in it

Thank you so much! And we love you too!

 

[lifewasawillowtv]

Yeah, I've never been addicted to any social media and stuff it just never really appealed to me but this is just something else entirely. I feel like I'm more able to interact with people on here and it's nice to get away from the pro-life propaganda.

 

[walkingdead2023]

Yeah, I've never been addicted to any social media and stuff it just never really appealed to me but this is just something else entirely. I feel like I'm more able to interact with people on here and it's nice to get away from the pro-life propaganda.

I agree with you! I'm running away from my parents and their projects they into life so much! All what they talk about is money even at the dining table. Although we use unknown identity but I feel close to each one of you as family! Thank you for sharing