Venting This pain hurts

[ijustwishtodie]

There honestly isn't even a trigger for it aside from just existing and being alive right now. The fact that I'm still alive and haven't died during my sleep is super painful. Fuck it, I didn't even do anything aside from just exist and I'm already in pain...

 

[FuneralCry]

I understand, I certainly find human existence to be so burdensome and torturous, I find it so dreadful simply just being awake. It's horrifying how despite how existence is so cruel, futile and just causes so much suffering we cannot just choose to easily and peacefully cease existing on our own terms, to me it's be such a relief to just choose to sleep eternally.